05.13 Reality check

While living together is an experience, I certainly was looking forward to, it's not easy. There is a shadow creeping up on both of us, I think. The first day was a fever dream, the second day he didn't sleep a wink, I didn't either. We both knew, but none of us had the courage to reach out and ask. While out on expedition, he didn't stop fidgeting, as if he was expecting something. I asked him too, "Are you not used to this place?" I don't know why I twisted my words like this. It should've been a simple question actually.

Are you not used to me yet? Do you want to run away now?