06.14 In the stars

His words touched a place close to my very existence. Perhaps because I was waiting to hear exactly these words from someone. That I have done well, I haven't wasted away my life and that I can do well in the future too, that I haven't just been the trash I have always thought myself to be .. it's a tremendous form of peace. And only he can pass it onto me.

His hand moved from my hair down to my ear, making me wince in something more than just surprise. "Look at me bunny." He asked, and I obliged. It was difficult to, very, my heart didn't pair well with the instance.

He didn't like it perhaps that I looked away despite his words, so he held my face in place and kissed me a little more aggressively than he has ever before. But he didn't go past my lips. "Don't think unnecessary thoughts my little bunny. Focus on me only, forget everything else."