06.16 An apology

"I am sorry." After a long wait he apologized, and I didn't tell him not to this time.

I just said. "It's okay. Let's walk okay? Clear our heads." And so we did. And after a while of silence I asked him. "Does you saying what you said have something to do with me meeting that man?" It must.

His hands feel hot on my skin. "Maybe .. I hope not. I won't explain. It might come true .."

I am a little tired, I can't sleep right now can I? "Don't say that to me again even if it does come true, okay?"

" ... I won't promise it. But I will try to overcome it too. Can we talk about other things bunny? I hate this topic so much." It really must be difficult for him although I don't understand at all. Out of all else, he knows CMS the best so he has every reason to worry about what that man can do to .. me. But I am not an easy person either, shouldn't he have some faith in me?

"Okay. Have you riden a plane before?" How can I do anything he hates?