Akagi Masahiko, a 24 year old sous chef at his father's restaurant suffers from a very traumatic past and is now unable to enjoy the things he likes. When his mother abandoned him, he was raised by his relatives in near destitute situation as they're poor. Which resulted in toxic treatment to him by his relatives. Then his girlfriend, who is also his childhood friend, cheated on him. His Optimistic and enthusiastic personality, his world full of joy, dreams and hope, all perish. He struggles to put aside his depression and anxiety, he is affraid to try again, fearing for the despair thats haunts him.
After slowly recovering from his past, everything about him changed. Yet, there are still some people who is cheering for him, and someone wants to fill the void in his heart. But the biggest challenge for him is to learn to accept people in his life again.
He tries to find happiness again, yet holds back due to his mental issues that's tearing him apart.

My life's only Lover

I stood frozen as I couldn't quite believe that the person standing in front of me is Sarah, she rather looked very different from when I first saw her. When I first saw her during the catering, she looked like a model, wearing such sexy outfit and makeup. I also wasn't able to recognize her. Now as I can take a good look at her, wearing a proper attire of a muslimah. She looked quite elegant and her face looks so small and cute. 


She grabs and holds my wrist in front of me in excitement. 


"I can't believe I get to see in person again~." 


Ch. 50 - New connections.