Process and Ending

Nan Hua looked at Feng Yu Hua and then reminded, "The pain of losing something after obtaining it is bigger than having none of it in the first place."

"I know." Feng Yu Hua had already experienced so many things in the past and lost so many things. It would be a lie to say that she didn't feel the pain, but she still wanted to continue with this method. 

Even if it would end up with her being hurt, Feng Yu Hua didn't mind.

"Life is so short, if I don't try it, I'll never know how it feels for the rest of my life." Feng Yu Hua laid back on her bed and then said, "Even if I know how it would end, I want to enjoy the process."

Some people only cared for the ending.

And most people would only want the result but not the process.