CHAPTER ONE

do you really have to do this I'm sure if you wait a little longer opportunities will come

you are forgetting I already did that for 2 years I know it makes you on easy but I want to do this for me I just need to forget about these past few months mum it was just.....

I know I know I'm sorry I'm going to miss you so much Mia if it's what you want I'll always support you she said giving a sad smile.

''Thank you Mum'' I said with all the sincerity I could muster up at that moment,i love her so much and the last thing I want to see is her worrying about is me, but she just can't tell me not to go to Italy without any reason at least a reasonable one.

A few months ago I submitted an application to this company in New York wait scratch that,

for the past few years I have been trying to get a job but it's almost as if New York hates every cell in me that makes up every tissue that makes up every organ because when I finally did get a job it was the type where they had to post me to a place like Italy not forgetting the fact that my mum hates Italy cap lock on hate.

reasons why she would say ''best'' known to her I just finished packing my last bag when I heard a loud bang followed by a louder footsteps ascending the stairs .

I rolled my eyes before bracing for impact my door shut open and before I could register whether or not the hinges to my door was still intact I was on the floor.

No wait

within the next few seconds I felt handcuffs and my headboard then I saw her smirk.

Kourtney we have talked about this I said

duh and I came to a conclusion you are not going to Italy

I simply glared

she's sighed uncuffed me

I stood up and went to my wardrobe to make sure I got all I needed ignoring the hippo on the floor.

''why are you so against it'' I asked

I understand if mum wants me not to go because she hates Italy

''reasons best known to her''

we echoed at the same time

it feels like she always supported my Mum instead of me

''I don't know it just feels weird''she replied my question of earlier

well I'm not going through the trouble of depressing an depressed individual she said trying to lighten the mood

I was not depressed I countered

tell it to your therapist she m.....

before she could complete her sentence I hit her with a pillow nearest to me she paused and next five minutes my room was a mess .

fast forward 15 hours

Mom wouldn't follow me and Kourtney to the airport because she couldn't ''see'' me go to Italy I really felt disappointed I expected so much more I didn't say much to Kourtney that was because she didn't say much to me she and Mum knows something I don't but if they are to stuck up their ass to sit me down and tell me about it I really didn't need to any reason to worry about them or italy .

I gave her a brief hug and got off her car took my luggage and ran inside the airport like I couldn't get away faster from New York.