As I floated in this great darkness I felt comfort in it,the darkness was rather beautiful, enchanting, it was indescribable it was something that's could only be described.as eternity, infinite chaos nothing more as ironic as it seemed even in it's infinity it felt like the end for me a destination as if nothing was beyond it as I floated as long as I do not know I saw light I saw what would be regarded as holiness by other I saw purity but rather than feeling joy I felt irritated it was repulsive I felt uncomfortable looking at this light It was probably the most ugly thing I had ever seen I pushed myself away from it with all my might and finally it seemed something was finally going my way I felt myself move I bursted out with strength I originally didn't have as I went opposite the light like something was calling to me and as I steered forward I saw something i saw something i could have never imagined I saw a fiery place it reeked of evil but to me it was solace it was peace it was like I knew I was belonged here it was a alluring abyss a hellish hell