Being away from you was a torture

Ning Hua's expressions softened as she heard Wangjie's dream. "If His Highness loves me, then he needs to be the man of my dreams. I won't deny my feelings for Prince Wangjie. But it hurts me to see the man I love enjoying the pain of the others. I am not that kind of person and I will hate myself for choosing such a man, who is adamant not to change. About your dream, I respect that. However, there's nothing wrong with being the Governor of Chang'an. Your father wasn't made the governor of the capital. So, you should be proud of it." 

Ning Hua didn't care if Wangjie would feel upset about hearing the truth from her, but she believed in honesty. She no longer suppressed those thoughts since making Wangjie aware of his bad sides was important.