Chapter 1: Why?

What is Love? Is it when we feel a butterfly wandering in our stomach or is it the thing we do for the person we keep on chasing to feel the same love we are giving them?

Okay where should I start sharing this chasing story of mine hmmm.

But before I continue telling my twisted life and love story let me tell you something about me..

I am Kasha Levine Bakertry, 25 years old and I am nothing. Yes you read it right I am nothing but a weak nobody who fell in love with someone that I who doesn't want to reciprocate my feelings. The thing is the craziest talent that I think I keep on doing is chasing someone who is chasing his own someone. What a cliche thinking right? Well you can't blame me because I already blame myself because of this kind of stupidity so thank you in advance for that one hahahaha.

Okaaay let's staaaaart!!!

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"Good morning"

Greeting my friends as I approach them while stretching my arms.

"OMG Kash! What happened to you? You look like a freaking walking zombie broken girl who just got up from your coffin after the break-up scene from last night"

Crys exaggeratedly said after sipping her coffee.

"OMG Crys, shut up"

I rolled my eyes then laugh as I hugged her tightly.

by the way she is Crys Tallyne Fuentes my best friend since I was a child. She is a business woman who love recruiting me to join her agenda but unfortunately we are not on the same page about that hahaha.

"I miss you to girl, but wait. Care to tell me something happened last night? Are you alright?"

She asked worriedly after hugging me. Looking at me as if I'll gonna cry. Crazy hahaha.

"I'm okay silly hahaha. But it's over so I can get my feet back to my business hahaha."

but she just look at me and stared at me. Crap!

"Convince me then, Helloooooo we're bestfriends so don't wait me to think of something crazy just to know what happened Kasha Levine!"

she said it while stomping her feet on the floor. Da fudge?

"Hey stop it Crys hahaha you're throwing tantrums really? Okay okay fine. I tell you what happened but before that can I atleast sit and eat my freaking breakfast because I'm gonna be late and I still have many papers that need to sign hahaha."

And she just rolled her eyes the go straight to the kitchen to make me some coffee.

"Whatever! I told you before to leave that crazy job and work with me! Don't you want it? Working with me?? Mygoodness "

She hysterically said it.. And here it goes she keeps on nagging about it until we finish our breakfast.

After having a breakfast i am now driving my car to the office and thinking about what happened last night.

Do we really need to feel the heartbreak and pain just to give them freedom and be with their someone?

Am I this weak because I let this happen? I also need the care and love but his someone is needing him to the point that he leave me broken just to be with her.

"I'm sorry baby I didn't make your daddy stay with us and sorry that he didn't know you are existing"

As i hold my tummy while rubbing it gently while tears keep flowing on my tears. Why do i need to be nothing to you?

I am in my realizations when my phone rang so I stop the car and upon seeing the caller Id my heart beats faster as if I am in the race and my hand is trembling. But i compose myself first and answer the phone.

CALLER ID: Ly Rixzon

Me: Hello?

Caller: Let's meet.

Me: Why?

Caller: Let's meet for the last time please ( I can hear his breathing as I close my eyes, I want to cry but i cannot)

Me: I'm busy Ly. Sorry.

Caller: She's back Kash and I need you (The fuck Ly Rixzon? You need me because she's back? I wanted to yell at him but I need to stay brave)

Me: Fine. Let's meet. Your place NOW.

I start my car and make a U-Turn to go in his place, You can do it Kash, this is gonna be the last time that you will comfort him, I hope!

After almost half an hour of driving I am now in front of his place staring at the black gate and thinking to ran away.... Shit, this is the last time Kash okay?! Fudge!

*knock knock

(Door Open)

I almost fell to the ground when I smell the scent of this someone in front of me. Oh God!