chapter 32

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I woke in the morning feeling the pillow next to me and it was empty.

Looks like Sin never came back.

I sat up rubbing my eyes and looking around.

That was when i noticed a tray on the

nightstand.

It had mango juice and pancakes. The other side of the tray was my medicine and a bottle of water..

The juice was fridge cold but i didn't mind. This place was very hot so it didn't matter.

After i was done, i tried to open the door and take the tray back to the kitchen but I was locked inside.

That was disappointing.

I went to the window with my pen and started writing again.

I had filled alot of pages. Actually, half the book was written on.

I kept writing yesterday night's events and

today morning.

He didn't come in my room all day andi stayed there alone. I was getting anxious when even at lunch, he didn't come.

Hours passed and it was nighttime, he still

wasn't here. Where was he? Why hadn't he come? Was he mad at me because I kissed him?

I kept watching the ocean and that helped me calm down. The sun had set but with the security lights that automatically turned on, i could see the shores of the ocean.

I looked at the sky and there was a lot of stars, the moon was full and there was very little clouds.

I kept staring at the sky now as my eye lids got heavy.

I was just about to give in to sleep when i heard a motorcycle engine.

I immediately sat up and looked at the ocean. I saw a figure on a water bike coming towards the shores.

It didn't take long to realize it was Sin.

He got to the shores, got off the bike, and

started pushing it out of the water.

He had a very heavy bag on his back. He was dressed in all black sweat pant and shirt.

He pushed the bike into the storage next to the shores and then locked it.

I watched him as he took the stairs into the house. I went and sat on the bed facing the door.

I waited and waited. It was only after 20

minutes did I hear the door unlock. He came in with a plate and dressing.

He didn't say anything to me, he just sat next to me and pushed the plate to me.

It was a plate of noodles.

"Thanks!" I said but he didn't answer.

He just sat next to me reading the bottles with my medicine from the nightstand and rereading it again waiting for me to be done with my food.

He took the plate and put it on the nightstand.

It still had the morning tray which had an

empty plate, glass and my medicine that he kept there in the morning.

He then took my left hand and removed the old wound dressing. He checked my wound for a few seconds. I could see it was clotting and healing.

He then carefully dressed me back.

When he was done, he took got up and took the tray.

He only took two steps towards the door when i dashed surpassing him.

When I reached the door, I blocked the knob my leaning against the door.

I knew he was about to leave and I was not going to let him open the door and go.

I looked at him and his my eyes only met for a moment before he looked away.

"Where are you going?" I asked still leaning against the door.

My hands were on my back holding the door knob.

"Move!" He said coldly but he was still not

looking at me.

"Are you going to come back?" I asked still

looking at his eyes.

But he was looking everywhere but me. Its like he was avoiding my eyes. He looked at the wall, then the ceiling, and then settled for the floor.

Why was he avoiding eye contact all of a

sudden?

"Move Jennie!" He ordered again. It was like he was waiting for me to move away from the door so he can pass. He didn't want to move me himself.

Instead of moving to the side,I instead moved closer to him.

He was still looking down and holding to the tray tightly with his left hand only.

I didn't understand how the tough Sin was now avoiding eye contact with me.

When I got close enough to him, i pushed the tray a little to his side.

Then, I moved even closer so we were inches apart, I stood on my tippy toes then reached for his lips and kissed him gently.

My hands were behind my back and I put them on his shoulders as i kept kissing him

But like before, he didn't kiss me back.

But this time, he didn't try to pull away.

I kissed him for three minutes.

When I stopped, I looked at him taking my

hands away from his shoulders. I took two steps backwards from him

His eyes were still closed. His face looked gentle and calm. It didn't look as stone face serious as before. He kept them closed for almost 20 seconds as i just quietly watched him.

When he opened them and looked at me, I gave him a little warm smile. He just stared at me and his face looked angry now. But that didn't kill the smile on my face.

The angry face died down seconds later then he looked confused.

He then took two steps forward and his face was close to mine. He looked at my lips while biting his.

I thought he was going to kiss me because of how close he was to me.

But, he walked past me. Having access to the door, opened the door and left.

I didn't know what to think of what happened.

The first time I thought of kissing him, I thought I would just do it to show him a bit of affection even though I didn't feel any for him.

I wanted his to unlock. I wasn't a suppose to like it. I really wasn't.

It wasn't to manipulate him in any way, just soften him. I hoped.

The fact that I couldn't tell his reaction and thoughts about that really made me anxious.

It seemed to have affected him in some way though. The cuddles did slowly and i saw a difference in the way he talked to me. And now the kiss did too.

I don't know if what i was doing would even soften his heart, I could have just

tried talking to him.

But then since he was already having sex with me and that literally all he did with me, what if i navigate through that?

At least it did affect him. But it did me too and that was scaring me.