chapter 9

He however, broke the kiss. And I did not like that.

"We need to tuck you in bed..."

He said as he took my hand out of his neck.

"Well, I can't sleep with my shoes on.." I said smiling at him.

He went to my feet and removed my heels.

"And my earrings...."

I watched him on my ears as he carefully removed them.

"Also, this clothes aren't really for sleeping. Maybe you should change me into my night gown.." I said biting my lips.

"Madam..."

"Elissa.." I reminded him.

"Right. Elissa, I cant do that."

"Why not.." I said with a booboo voice.

"Maybe when you are sober and I know you know what you're doing. But right now, I don't want to take advantage of my boss."

"You are not taking advantage if I am asking for it."

"Ask me tomorrow when you're sober. Then we'll see."

He said as he put a duvet on me covering me.

I watched him as my eyes got heavy leaving the room. My eyes were now too heavy and i couldn't even tell him to stay because i was blacking out.

             FLASHBACK ENDS.....

I could not believe I did that.

Was it the alcohol, or was it just me?

Did alcohol just make me bold? Unveil what was already in there?

I remembered when I said I didn't remember our kiss,  how Sebastian looked disappointed.

He had told me if I asked him to undress me when I was sober today, he would.

Did he want me to ask him? Was it why he was disappointed I didn't remember?

I remembered how his lips tasted in mine. How they were so soft and sweet. How I couldn't get enough. How I was a little sad when he broke the kiss.

I kept imagining his lips and slowly, my hand went in my towel and between my legs.

I started rubbing my clit, and my pussy that was already wet from thinking about him.

I remembered how his abs felt even when they were under his shirt. I remembered how feeling  his neck felt.

Holding his hand and being carried in his arms.

"Sebastian..." I whispered holding my boob with one hand and the other one rubbing my clit fast.

My legs were up the chair wide open as i kept whispering his name, then bitting my lips as i remembered how his tasted.

I didn't even need a toy at that moment. I didn't want to get up to get one, i just wanted to imagine him on top me as I came.

And that was exactly what i did.

I came so hard from just the thought of him. From my drunk memories with him, and from imagining him fucking me.

I didn't feel his dick with my hands but I could tell when i was grinding on him, that he was blessed down there.

I took deep breathes feeling good from coming to my bodyguard.

But I couldn't help but what the actual thing. The real thing.

Tammy said if I would do something i would regret it. But I was not regretting kissing that man, actually I was craving for more.

The moment I remembered how it tasted like, I wanted it again.

I wanted more.