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It has been already 3 days since i regain my concious ,i really don't know what's going on.

even after receiving host memories i feel like i am lost, i don't know what i should doo i do read all the transmigrate stories but it's different for me I don't have space like them.but i doo have one thing in common i was Chinese medicine doctor before i got transmigrate here .

I think i should thank my parents for that after all they kinda force me to study Chinese medicine.

My parents were really into Chinese thing they started to watch drama after that it's kinda they hooked up with all Chinese things and literally we even migrate from Japan to china because of all this.

She felt sad after remembering her parents from modern world,how are they ?were they crying after i died ?did they see my body and cried i missed them soo much.

will they missed me will my friends remember will they miss me.

Kaori know host family is looking at her worriedly she hadn't said anything to them after she got her concious back.

Because she really don't know what to say or behave infront them, she is not host she and host are both different person,well technically she share same body as her but their soul is not same.

will they doubt me if i suddenly started to show different side uhh thinking all of this my head is hurting.

She has been thinking same things from last 3 days but still couldn't accept the fact she got transmigrat in ancient times.

looking at dilapidated old house, worn out old cloth and coarse grain and specially four eyes which were looking at her questioning gaze she always had to avoid eyes contact.

It has been long day all lying on your bed without doing anything just lay down eat food and well for nature call i wouldn't say it's good but it still better then nothing.

After all 4 members of family fell asleep and only you can hear is insect noises Kaori slowly open her eyes thinking all the things again and again she still don't know what to do!

what's outside of this house she hadn't really go much outside after she got here.

after thinking for while Kaori decided "I am already here so what can I do thinking all this rubbish looking at all this i don't think I will be going back soon ,soI think i should accept the fate and live on' Sigh' .

after accepting her fate Kaori felt her body is light and she was feeling sleepy so she go to sleep after deciding from tomorrow she will be Yi Nuo not a Kaori from 21st century .

Kaori is dead and gone....!