Chapter 1

Falling into a very deep, endless canyon. Feeling the realization that made me slowly go crazy. Unstoppable pain continued to stab from all parts of my body.

I've lost everything. Soul, Family, and everything that makes me comfortable. Just because of one action everything disappeared so very quickly.

Hell is waiting for me right now. Now. I've completely given up on everything, actions, timing, everything. So bitter to feel all in my memory. There's no point in trying to regret it all, it's already too late for that.

This time has passed, roughly how long has it been. Everything feels strange in my view.

I don't see anything in the world. Everything feels dark in here. How can I see the world again without suffering. What do I have to go through to see it. I no longer want to step into the same abyss again.

Everything felt dark. The water that has been drowning me, is now gone. I feel there is something new in me. Everything in my body that I felt was so painful, now it's like someone who has just woken up from sleep. It was all like a dream that had been driving me crazy. I felt happy for this even for a moment.

"Congratulations on the birth of your son. Mr. Faris, Miss Avara. Your baby is a boy."

I moved to where everyone had gathered. This feeling is very strange, my body feels fragile, small arms? I realized this was what they called the incarnation phenomenon. Born from the memories of the previous world still preserved.

A girl was lying weakly holding me. Saying "I'm happy, my tiredness disappeared when I saw you. My child."

The others were also moved, the people who helped in their birth also felt the joy.

"Honey. Give our child a name," My mother looked at a middle-aged man who hugged us tightly.

"What about the name?" He thought, tilting his head upwards.

"Navam?" he asked.

"I like it," there was a girl entering this room, she stole the attention of many people in the room, focused on her. Instantly everyone around him bowed their heads to show respect.

"Yes. I like our child's name. Navam."

She was a young queen in this country. He saw me sleeping in the baby bed. He looks happy on his face.

"It's time for you. You know the rest. Have you forgotten the promise you made?"

Some time passed, the tension began.

"No more arguments from you. I don't want to hear," the Queen began to force Navam's parents' agreement.

I'm 6 years old.

At my age I like quiet, and I hate being invited to tea parties. I should be good enough to be able to speak, read and argue. The days I dream of just wanting to read books without distractions.

My parents and I live in the kingdom of Belfast by agreement between my parents and Aunt Isabella Lianavina, she is the proud young queen of this country.

A very wise woman. The power they have makes peace in the country of Belfast. You know? Because peace is cool.

It was clear to him. He could subdue other countries so that Belfast would be more recognized.

After two years of my birth, I have made my first friend in this world. He is the son of queen Isabella Lianavina and king Yasha Azia.

With blonde, sky blue hair flowing down to her waist and small round blue eyes with a medium body. She grew up with me but Eliana is more than a year old.

Sometimes he can be very scary, if he doesn't like something. A girl who doesn't want to have her will forced upon her.

When she was 6 years old, Eliana never saw her father again, due to a business trip involving the future of Belfast.