Truth and Regret

Alexandro

I woke up this morning and I had a feeling that today was going to be good and for some reason my wolf Night was going crazy. he was acting like we were going to meet our mate or something today.

'holy fuck Night calm down and tell me what in the hell is the matter with you.' I growled at him a little as I was getting in the shower.

'shut up human and listen we might meet our mate today, and if you screw up and lose her I will not talk to you until you get her back got it.' Night growled back.

I rolled my eyes and finished my shower. I got dressed and ready for school. I headed to the dinning room for breakfast. I got very angry when I got there and seen there was no food yet and went in to the kitchen. I entered and saw my 5 betas standing there as mad as I was. Goddess damn that worthless girl.

'She is not worthless.' Night growled suddenly not liking my thought.

'what the hell Night, she is worthless, wolfless, and most of all she killed mother and the beta couple.' I growled back.

'you stupid human I already told you she didn't kill them!' he screamed then cut the link. I was brought out of my thoughts by a yell.

"JAYLYNN GET YOUR UGLY ASS DOWN HERE AND MAKE OUR BREAKFAST!!!" Jared shouted and a minute later she entered the kitchen. I without thinking punched her so hard she fell down. soon after she got a beating from her brothers. it wasn't long after we ate that we left for school. I wasn't at school that long when I suddenly smelt a wonderful amazing scent that was driving me and my wolf crazy.

I followed the scent but where or who it led me too only filled me with rage and anger. my mate was none other than Jaylynn, the one that killed my mother. suddenly I had an idea. she was currently pinned to her locker by Gavin.

'don't even think about it human, remember what I said.' Night growled reminding me of our earlier conversation. I didn't listen, instead I grabbed her and told Gavin to follow. I dragged her back to the pack house and down to the dungeons and into a cell. I preceded to beat her and torture her.

"I Alexandro Hawkins reject you Jaylynn Halfmoon as my mate and Luna of the Moonlight Pack." i spat smirking and then i turned to Gavin. "She is all yours, have fun."

then I stood there smiling as he raped her. yes it physically hurt alot but I was able to ignore the pain. after Gavin was done he said thank you and left.

"this is fitting for a monster like you." I said smirking a little. she was laying on her back and a single tear fell from her eyes.

"No, you, my brothers, the Alpha, and this entire fucking pack are the real monsters." She said to my surprise. then she turned away from me. "Oh by the way I, Jaylynn Halfmoon accept your rejection as your mate and Luna of this hell whole pack known as the Moonlight Pack."

now to be honest I was shocked by what she said but I was more shocked by what my wolf said next.

'congrats Lexi you are now just like your father.' He said then cut the link.

'what do you fucking mean Night' I shouted but there was only silence. I went upstairs and ate whatever leftovers we had and went to bed. I didn't sleep well cause my mind kept going through what my wolf had said. by morning I was super tired but I knew I had to go to school so I got up and hopped into the shower hoping it would wake me up.

a few minutes later and I was dressed and on my way to school. on the drive I decided not to tell my Betas that my mate was there sister. I arrived there and walked in. school went by pretty quickly with no one asking where jaylynn was. when school was over I went home and straight to my room to do homework. yes I was a straight a student. I was starting to get tired so I took a break and went to bed. little did I know that the next day I would regret everything I had done to jaylynn, and I would make a decision that would change everything.

the next morning I needed to speak with my father on pack matters. so I got up, got dressed, and made my way to my father's office. I was almost ready to knock when I heard voices. me being the curious person that I am stopped and listened. I recognize both voices instantly.

"now we are allies what about Jaylynn." the Alpha of our apparently new ally pack called darkmoon.

"don't worry about her anymore, as soon as my son mates with your daughter she will become our personal breeder as well as our fuck toy." my father said chuckling a little

"very clever by the way framing jaylynn for the deaths of the Beta couple and your mate." the Alpha of Darkmoon laughed. "as far as that goes that will only happen after he and his betas return from training with the Alpha King."

"Yes that is if he accepts the offer and goes." My father stated happily. I didn't stay for the rest of the conversation cause I bolted back to my room.

I couldn't believe it. all the blame, hate, and anger we had for Jay was all because of a lie. my stomach turned as I thought of all the things that we or I had done to her. the next thing I knew I was in my bathroom throwing up when I thought of what I had done to her the other day. when I looked in the mirror all I could think about was what she said to me that day. she was right me, her brothers, the pack and most of all my father were the monsters not her.

Suddenly I thought of what my wolf had said. why would he say such a thing? I didn't know it but soon I would have my answer.

'Alpha come quick and please bring your laptop.' Jared said suddenly through the mind link. 'My brothers and I are in Jaylynns room in the attic.'

I jumped up and grabbed my laptop and ran up to the attic. the sight I saw when I got there made my heart break. for the first time I looked and saw the horrible condition it was in.

"where's jaylynn?" I asked them. Adam said nothing and handed me a note and a flash drive.

the note read...

to Lexi, Ada, Jar, Al, Sammy, and Ricky,

please watch this video first and then my video diary. maybe then you will believe me and know my pain.

Jaylynn

so I set my laptop down and plugged in the flash drive. there was only one video on it, so as we all sat down in the chairs I pressed play. my heart almost stopped when I saw her.

"Hey Ada, Jar, Al, Sammy, Ricky, and Lexi,

if your watching this then I have left the pack. I cannot stay here anymore. I have no reason to stay and so now that you have found this and I have left I can tell you. Firstly Ada, Jar, Al, Sammy, and Ricky I'm not your blood sister but adopted sister. my real mother as none other than the moon Goddess herself. yeah I know shocking right. anyway Jar and Lexi you don't realize it yet but honestly saved me. if Jar hadn't shouted when he did I would died that morning and if lexi hadn't done what he did I would have died that night. all without knowing who I really am. so I should thank you. secondly I know you probably are still thinking that I killed the Luna and the beta couple but let me ask you this how would a 4 year old who had unexpectedly just shifted and was completely terrified take on a Luna and a beta male and female at the same time. I was 4 years old and to be honest I owe them my life too cause my mother gave me to them to protect and care for until I was old enough. the only reason that I didn't say anything about my white wolf Angelica was because the Luna had used her Luna voice and told me not to until I was ready to leave here." Jay said as she smiled a little. "Lexi I never blamed you or my brothers and honestly I can't see a reason to hate you anymore. I will return someday but I just need to do somethings first and heal emotionally, mentally, and physically so please don't look for me cause I will be ok and know that I am going to get stronger. I love you guys with all of my heart and Lexi when I return if you still want to reject me my true last name is Wolfmoon. lastly I am a hybrid with a second wolf. yup I said second wolf and she is black....well I better go before the alpha notices I'm gone so goodbye for now."

then the screen went dark and I sat there trying to comprehend what she had just said. I just sat there wondering after all this time why would she still love us?