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"I don't have one" she locked her eyes with mine and for once I regretted putting her in this condition.
"what makes you think you don't have a mother?.... Baby don't you miss your mother sometimes?"
I was pushing my boundaries but I just had to know what she felt about this inwards, for God's sake how can a kid not cry or want her mother sometimes at least once in a while?.
"I do, but I also try not" she answered so innocently
"Why would you say that baby?"
"Because she doesn't want me, if she did she wouldn't have left me" she lowered her head and I hugged her tightly

BABY JASMINE

I'm so going to scream Jasmine's head off, how could she punch a guy in the eye...


Why does she keep making people lecture me on getting her a Nanny?....Ughhhh, but that's by the way, the moment I get into that car I'm so going to scream her head out.


My wrinkled face got back into shape when i saw her asleep in the car, she looked so innocent and cute at the same time, her head dangled due to the fact that she didn't unbuckle the seat belt.


I wonder how much you must have struggled to get this off, for you to accept defeat and just let the belt have his way?.


I thought to myself as I unbuckled the belt and laid her down properly.


"Hey sis, I'll change into my work uniform and head out quickly" Julie said as she battled with the door knob.


"you bastard" I threw a portrait of her picture at her


"Music Concert?....you snuck out of school to go see a concert" I cried.


"Jane it's not what you think" she took some steps back.


"since we lost our parents I've done nothing but support you, support you in the little way I can and with just this little favour I asked of you "graduate with a good certificate and work in bi_"


"that's the point. I don't want to work in big companies or wear expensive suit, I just want to do my own thing" she wiped the blood the crash gave her.


This gurl was driving me crazy, infact nothing was making any sense so she meant to tell me all this while she wasn't who I thought she was?


"Music? you want to throw school and pick up music?....Huh?" I yelled


"Music is what I love and is something I'm going to pursue with my life. I'm so sorry I didn't turn out to be what you expected, I have my own dreams too sis and I'm sorry to say this but I can't or won't suppress my dreams because you want me to live your own dreams. For God's sake Jane I'm really good at singing and even writing good lyrics"


"My dreams?" I asked with a light smile. Those were the only words she said that caught my attention.


"Yeah Jane, I know this big companies and certificate whatever are your dreams you couldn't achieve and now your trying to make me live those dreams for you"


"my dreams you say.... Fine, no doubt about that but at least the life I want you to live or give us is something worthwhile not some useless and childish dreams of yours"


"I"m sorry sis but music is my life, so the earlier you get used to it the better for the both of us"


Oh my God she was serious, I'd never seen her this way before.


I sucked my lip as I stared deep into her eyes before leaving.


Live her life she said? I smiled, maybe if she knew what I went through and what I'm still going through because of that life she calls hers, she'll know how to appreciate things done for her. "Julie Grater you owe me a life"


Chapter Six: Music Concert 2