fun or sorrow 2

"kiss me Aileen.....kiss me" Rían waited for her lips to fell on his, and he got his wish

Aileen moved slowly and her lips touched his but she moved away too fast

"no..... don't. not too quick" Rían said in his mind

she saw he didn't react, so she did it again and for the second time she moved away too quick again.

"oh come on!!" Rían said again in his thoughts

she moved closer again and her lips moved on his again before she could move away Rían grabbed on to the back of her head soft and deepened the kiss, she became surprised and move away

"you're awake, the whole time" she asked

"can't we continue from where you left off" Rían said as he moved closer to her and held her face with the intention of kissing her but she stopped him

"answer me, were you awake all this time?"

"no I became awake when your lips moved against mine" he lied because he didn't want her to feel embarrassed

Aileen felt embarrassed and he saw that

"Aileen, there's no need to feel embarrassed especially when the person you're kissing equally wants to kiss you too." he said and they stared at each other and he slowly took her lips in his mouth

"oh!! Aileen....my Quinn!!.....the Quinn of my heart and soul, kissing you is such a delight to my soul. if only you knew what your lips does to me....as our lips move towards each other, as our tongues dance together, fighting for dominance, as our teeth graze each other that is when I feel alive. oh Aileen your mouth is like my favorite ice cream that I can't go a day..... week or months without, sticky and sweet. your saliva, is like an ice cream melting in my mouth, where I want to squeeze it all out because I don't want any to fall anywhere else rather than my mouth.... I love you Aileen, I love you and although I am a teen I can state it clearly that you're my soulmate and I would do anything to make you mine"

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Aileen went to bed feeling shy, she hid inside her cover and screamed a little with happiness

"this time, we really went a little far" she said with giggles

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Rían went to bed with a smile, thinking he was going to have the best dream today but that didn't happen

in the middle of the night Rían kept on turning and sweating profusely

"no!!! no!!! ...no!!! please don't say that, please don't let me do that....no!!! It wasn't me....I can't kill her..no!!!" he said in his sleep as tears fell from his eyes.

Rían had a dream, where he had murdered a girl and he was being convicted by the people around

"you claimed to have loved her but you stabbed her, not once but multiple times. is this what love is?" a sound exclaimed

"no!!! don't say that, I can't kill the girl I have loved with my life"

"look into your hands, you're holding the knife"

indeed in his dream he was holding a knife and the knife was stabbed into a girl he loves

"no!!!!" he screamed and woke up with his heart beating heavily, as he turned to his right he saw a girl covered in blood with a stabbed knife, he fell off his bed and crept in to the corner and he was very scared because when he looked carefully he saw Aileen covered in blood

"no.....I can't kill Aileen, I love her" he said shaking his head as the girl moved closed to him and said

"but you have already killed me in the past"

"no!!! it's not true, it's all an illusion" he said and it indeed was illusion Because the girl disappeared as he held his heart

"it hurts, it hurts a lot" he said as he moved towards the place where the drugs were, he took one medicine and drank it but the pain was becoming worst,

"why's it not working?"

to ease the pain he took more than he should as he laid down on the floor shaking and sweating.

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