Visiting a Patient

As the Reinhard manor appeared in the distance, a bittersweet rush of memories surged through Yohana's consciousness. 

The well-trodden path that wound its way to the heart of cherished moments tugged at her emotions, an ache that mirrored the fondness she held for this place.

The landscape had shifted, a testament to the passage of time. Trees once slender had grown in number and stature, the canvas of seasons and years having painted their changes across the scenery. 

Each winter's frost and each spring's bloom had left their indelible mark, altering the picture yet preserving its spirit.

Before them, the manor's gate stood steadfast. While the years had etched faint lines of age upon its walls and steel bars, the essence of the place remained unaltered, a comforting continuity amid the ebb and flow of life.

Their arrival was not met with immediate passage, as prior arrangements had not been made. Thea stepped forward to declare their presence to the guard stationed at the gate. 

"Inform His Grace that Lady Runa seeks an audience," she proclaimed.

Anticipation mingled with impatience as they awaited the guard's response. He vanished into the manor's depths, swift as a shadow, only to return moments later. 

The creak of the gate, aged but still sturdy, heralded their invitation to step into the realm of memories and possibilities.

With a courteous bow, the guard addressed them, his words a bridge between past and present. "Allow me to guide you to His Grace."

As Yohana crossed the threshold into the manor, a poignant tightening gripped her chest. The air was redolent with a blend of familiarity and change. 

Her gaze swept over the garden, its once meticulous upkeep now a faded reflection of the past. She could almost hear the echo of her mother's laughter mingling with the rustling leaves.

This garden, a canvas of vibrant blooms, had been her mother's sanctuary, a realm where hours would dissolve as she communed with the flowers she herself had nurtured. 

Winter's arrival, although dulling the blooms, held its own charm – the season when Yohana and Fabian would engage in gleeful snowball fights under their mother's watchful gaze.

The ascent of the steps held a touch of nostalgia, each footfall stirring echoes of younger days. A fleeting smile graced Yohana's lips as the memory of a mischievous race down these very steps with Fabian painted itself in her mind's eye. 

The joy of youth, the uninhibited laughter, it all seemed to linger like whispers within these walls.

Three pillars rose before them, steadfast sentinels that held up the modest balcony on the second floor. 

Yohana's thoughts danced back to a daring escapade, a slide down the pillar from the balcony's height. Fabian's scolding had accompanied that audacious feat, but beneath the reprimand, she had glimpsed his tears, proof of his unspoken fright.

Guided by the guard's steps, Yohana willed herself to perceive the manor anew, as though it were uncharted territory. 

A subtle masquerade played out within her mind – pretending unfamiliarity while memories resided in every nook and cranny. 

The layout, etched into her very being, threatened to reveal itself, but she forged ahead, engaging in this delicate charade.

The guard's pause marked their arrival before a familiar door. Yohana's gaze lingered on the door, a silent observer to a history that she had stepped away from but had now revisited. 

It was a chamber that had been Fabian's long before her absence, and it seemed that even now, in his elevated role as duke, it held his presence.

Stepping across the threshold, Yohana's heart swelled at the sight that met her eyes. 

Fabian, the figure of her concern, lay on the bed. His once-robust countenance had been usurped by a pallor that spoke of his ailment, but his eyes ignited as they landed upon her. 

She was at his side in an instant, her fingers intertwining with his as a flood of emotions surged within her.

"Fabs!"

His touch, tender and reassuring, brushed against her hair and traveled to the back of her hand. The familiarity of the gesture, the warmth of his lips on her skin, echoed with a shared history that time could not erase. 

"Why have you come?" he inquired, his voice a gentle melody that played against the backdrop of concern in his eyes.

Her heart raced as she clung to his hand, her emotions trembling at the precipice of her words. 

"I heard of your illness," her voice quivered, vulnerability laying bare her fears. "I also learned about your encounter with Princess Eleanor."

In the presence of her brother, a stark realization swept over Yohana, a truth that left her defenses crumbling. The figure before her, once a pillar of unwavering strength, now lay pallid. 

The broad shoulders that had borne countless burdens seemed to have withered. The sparkle in his brown eyes had dimmed. Unable to contain the deluge of emotions that surged within her, Yohana's tears flowed. 

This brother, her steadfast protector and confidant, was now vulnerable, stripped of his usual resilience. He had been her shelter, the rock against which she could weather life's storms, and seeing him in this weakened state tugged at the strings of her heart.

"Why are you crying?" Fabian's voice, though weakened, held a hint of the strength he was known for. 

His words carried a reassuring undercurrent, an attempt to soothe her concerns even as he concealed his own vulnerability.

"I will make her pay," Yohana's voice, strained and trembling. Her teeth clenched.

Fabian's grip tightened, his fingers enveloping hers as he shook his head, a silent plea to quell her fury. 

"Yohana, tread carefully," his words served as a cautious counterbalance. "Let not your anger lead you to actions that could endanger you. We know not the extent of her capabilities."

"But you're not alright. Look at what she's done to you!" Yohana's voice was tinged with frustration.

Amidst the charged atmosphere, Fabian remained a steady presence. Though he offered no immediate response, his actions spoke volumes. His touch, a soothing caress upon her head, was a gentle reassurance. 

In the stillness that enveloped them, Yohana's thoughts were a whirlwind. It was a stark reversal of roles – Fabian, the one who had so often provided solace and protection, now found himself vulnerable and in need of comfort.

"Forgive me, brother. I ended up on the receiving end once more," Yohana murmured. 

The quiet admission hung in the air, heavy with unspoken emotions. "Your presence alone is a salve for wounds I didn't know were there," he said. 

Vulnerability painted his words, and for a moment, he lowered his head, his loose hair a curtain to shield his emotions.

His confession unfurled, revealing the depths of his struggle. "In truth, you're right," he admitted, his voice a raw whisper. "I am far from being alright. The incident left a wound within me, one that was still raw when the second ordeal unfolded." 

"I began to question myself," Fabian confessed. The weight of his ordeal lay bare, an unspoken weight he had shouldered in solitude. "Have I been weak? Am I even fit to lead this duchy? How will my people perceive my vulnerability?"

Yohana leaned closer, her brows furrowing in protest. "You are not weak," her voice, unwavering and fierce, carried a resolute conviction. "Even those stronger than you would not emerge unscathed from such a horrendous event." 

"Fabs, it's human to feel fear, to be haunted by trauma, to shed tears, and to tremble in the face of terror," her voice softened, laced with empathy. 

"Those emotions don't define weakness; they mean you're a human. It shows us the strength to confront the darkness."

While those words were for Fabian's wounded spirit, Yohana herself felt the reverberations of her own declarations. 

The weight of her past, an unspoken burden she had long carried, had often been relegated to the recesses of her mind. It was a realm she dared not traverse for too long, lest it cast her back into the shadow of her own powerlessness.

Images from the past surfaced unbidden. Locked within the clutches of Queen Emma, her world had constricted to the walls of her captivity. A similar memory, this time featuring Queen Charlotte's oppressive hold, followed suit. 

The visceral trauma, a storm of emotions she struggled to contain, threatened to disrupt the flow of her thoughts. She had always hated these instances, where her authority had been stripped away.

Yet, as she had said herself, the fear and trauma that occasionally commandeered her mind were not a weakness. 

With a determined shift in her posture, Yohana returned to an upright position. She clenched her fist and met Fabian's gaze head-on. 

"I want to tell you about my past," she declared.