Her.

Where did I leave you guys off?

Ah yes I remember, At this point we meet the girl behind the author's heart a beautiful girl named Christine.

She had this thing that I can't explain or put into words to describe her beauty and grace, she was and still is glorious,it gives me goosebumps everytime I think about it. There's something about her personality, her body, her eyes, her smile and her scent everything that was consisting of her, each molecule of her is beautiful, it really got to my head, whenever my overthinking got the best of me and I thought to myself

"This isn't going to work out I'm not good enough, she deserves more than I can offer"

she was always there to remind me that I'm enough. I always thought it's not going to last, I was always right from the Start but I guess my negativity was also a contribution of our downfall. Whenever my inner anxiety spoke whenever my cardiac muscle ached, and whenever I tried to leave her, she would pop up in my head, my heart would race, my adrenaline would rush through my veins my pupils would dilate, and I would feel all fuzzy and numb, she's the only girl that I felt like going beyond the universe for, but as I drew closer I realised that this statement wasn't mutual, I was drawn to her like a moth to a flame, how could something that beautiful be so painful and dangerous? I called this "The Chrissy cycle" it was a disastrous cycle that left my mind (the Battlefield) reaked of havoc and all my rational senses were destroyed by my most feared emotion "Anxiety" wrapped in three layers of trust issues, coated with overthinking and seasoned with regret, a recipe for death so to say, one bite of this deadly delicious meal would break down even the wisest of men, bravest of pirates and the most cunning of animals, so to speak.

It changed me and taught me what love is, unfortunately I got addicted to something that wasn't permanent, something that was temporal.

"I won't lie to you it still hurts and I'm still attached to her, her face still crosses my mind almost ech night. But I guess that's a story for another time. Come to think of it that would make a good sequel to Willy and Chrissy but anyway back to the main focus."

~12th July, 2019.

This day was a very funny day in my perspective, it might not please you as much but I was pretty intrigued while I was thinking about this, I got off from school as usual headed home super tired and super hungry, with alot of home work and little time to do it in, I decided the best thing to do was sleep it off.

"Argh! School sucks! But I'm broke I need an education to get what I want, come to think of what do I want?"

Before I felI asleep i was thinking about what my friend said earlier that day.

"Earlier that day"

Jack: Do you have a girlfriend William? Because if you don't you're missing out man girls are-

Me: Nature's marshmallows, yeah yeah I know.

Jack: How did you know what I was about to say?

Me: I don't have time for this jack and I certainly do not have time for a girlfriend Jack! So leave me alone, we have exams in a few months and all you can talk about is girls, I wonder if the girls you talk about this much talk about you the same way huh? And as much as you do.

"But it wouldn't hurt to have a girlfriend, jeez I won't show that he got to me I'll keep a straight face and tell him that I'm a busy guy"

Jack: Just say that no one wants you haha!

Me: pshh I have like 3 girls that text me every day I just don't have time.

"The only person that does ever text me is my mother, but I can't say that, fake it till you make it William, yeah, yeah" I thought to myself.

Jack: I smell bullshit!

Me: And I smell bad breathe and sweat, did you even bath? I bet you haven't showered in a week, is your face always this dirty?

Jack: Don't start with me I'll just beat your ass up.

"I won't lie I was a weakling in junior high school, with a frail frame, inspite of my rude responses I couldn't even scare anyone in class if I tried."

Me: I'm only going to keep quiet because I have more important things to do

"He can't be serious he is bluffing, should I push him some more just to find out?"

When Jack turned around and walked away to take a seat I stared at his uniform damn his trousers was dirty as hell, the original colour of the trousers is grey but Jack's trousers was brown and filled with filth

I don't know what came over me, but that was the most ridiculous thing I could have possibly said.

Me: Your father doesn't buy laundry detergent?

Jack lost it and came at me with full force. However

Terry was just in the nick of time to save me from certain doom.

"Was I a douchebag for saying such a thing? Yes, yes I was."

Terry: William what the hell did you say!?

The only thing holding Jack back at this point was Terry and gravity, not that gravity was much help so mostly Terry.

Me: Nothing dude, I just asked if his father buys laundry detergent at his house, and he decided to lose his mind.

Jack: Call your parents they better come pick you up otherwise you will go with one arm back home, I-I-I will- will skewer your insides William!

"Shiiittt I'm dead, me and my big mouth now I am dead what am I going to do, how am I going to escape?"

I was so scared to the point of tears forming in my eyes.

Me: Dude I'm sorry jeez.

Jack: Call your Mom you have heard!

After this I just took a step back and looked at the board.

Terry: Just run my guy.

"Pshh like hell I'm going to run away, i'm a practically a teenager why should I be afraid of someone my own age?"

Me: No! if it's a face off he wants it's a face off he shall have.

After that, incident, every second felt like a day but no sooner had the school bell ring did I disappear. I ran as fast as my legs could carry me, I didn't dare look back and eventually that's how I found myself home.

So back to the current time, I took a nap at around 20 minutes past 1pm and woke up at 5:30pm in the evening, i usually attended tuitions at 6pm and come back at 8pm, so I left as usual.

On that day I met a girl named Tendai, "Christine's best friend" but I didn't know this yet, we talked vibed and learned something for about a week, these sessions continued for quite a while, then one day when I was heading to the tuition centre I found Tendai with another girl, the girl was in a white skirt and a brown hoody, her eyes were hazel coloured and her thighs caramel, she had this gorgeous hair that I always wanted to touch although it was short it was still the silkiest I have ever seen.

"Who's that girl standing besides Tendai? Maybe that's her sister or something, but the complexion is different they can't be related". I thought to myself

There wasn't a way to get in without them noticing so I had to say hi.

Me: Tendai, what's up?

Tendai: Oh Hey William, how are you?

Me: I'm alright and yourself?

I looked in Christine's direction and as if it was instinctive my mind and heart went off for a second or two.

Tendai: William this is my best friend Christine, Christine this is William my mate from school.

We both said at the same time

"Nice to meet you"-

" Same"-

"Ok, why Don't you go first then I'll say what I want to say later" I said calmly

Christine: nice to meet you William, Tendai has already mentioned it, my name is Christine.

How i fell for this name Ahh I fell so hard and deep for her, my heart sunk deep, deeper than the Titanic ever could sink to the bottom of the ocean, I just wanted to be submerged into her skin like a parasite, but in a cute way minus all the disease and disgust, but at the moment I didn't really care because I wasn't really into girls.

"oh a pretty girl is with Tendai big deal"

Me: You are very pretty Christine, nice to meet you too.

"Pretty is an understatement, this girl is gorgeous hell I don't know what I was trying to do with a 10/10 but somehow it worked eh-"

Nothing really happened because I didn't see her as much as you would think, I'd only talk to her when she was with her best friend, but I don't know if it's fate or destiny, call it what you wish as long as you understand this peculiar predicament.

I eventually started seeing her more often than usual, hi's turned into high fives and good byes turned into hugs, one thing led to another and we some how started getting involved with each other without Tendai being involved.

One other memorable occasion was when I first went at her house, this day was so exhilarating, and hell let me even say amazing.

Find it in the next chapter of Willy and Chrissy called "I visited didn't I?".