With his ponytail securely tied, Chu Wanning went out to do the
dishes. There were only three bowls, but he stayed outside for quite a long
time.
Mo Ran sat on the bed, restless with anxiety. He unwittingly dug his
fingers into the crevice between the mattress and the wall, glancing at the
window from time to time.
What do I do? he wondered. How am I supposed to sleep tonight?
This question might have seemed basic, but it was actually
impossible to answer. Mo Ran couldn't be sure of Chu Wanning's feelings.
As for himself, lust and rationality dueled in his heart, the flames of war
roaring sky-high.
At that moment, the curtain lifted and Chu Wanning stepped across
the threshold, wreathed in the outside chill and holding three freshly
washed bowls. When he glanced at Mo Ran sitting on the edge of the bed in
the flickering candlelight, there was some subtle emotion in his gaze. But
he lowered his lashes a second later such that Mo Ran couldn't get a clear
look before Chu Wanning settled at the table with his back to him.
"Shizun's not going to bed yet?"
The instant the words left his mouth, he felt he'd blundered. He
sounded like a desperate man beseeching his lover to come to bed for the
night.
Chu Wanning didn't turn his head. "I've still got some things to take
care of," he said mildly. "Go to sleep first if you're tired."
"I'm not tired either," said Mo Ran. "What does Shizun need to do?
I'll help."
"You can't help. I want to make some sound-recording haitang
blossoms," Chu Wanning replied. With a graceful twirl of his fingers, a
haitang glowing with golden light blossomed in his hand. He placed it
carefully near the edge of the table.
These blooms were made from Chu Wanning's spiritual energy and
could record and transmit a short spoken message—a secret technique of
his own invention that none could imitate. Mo Ran was puzzled. He came
to the table and pulled out a chair, spinning it around to sit backward. His
sturdy arms rested against its back, his chin pillowed on top. "What's
Shizun planning to do with these?"
"Sell them."
"Huh?"
At the note of surprise in Mo Ran's voice, Chu Wanning cast him a
dispassionate glance. "We can't afford to stay on Flying Flower Isle for
seven days. Isn't Third Lady Sun a businesswoman? Then I'll do business
with her. These are golden sound-recording haitang blossoms that stay fresh
all year round. You saw how she's dripping with gold and silver from head
to toe—she clearly likes things that glitter. I'll sell them on the street
tomorrow and see if she bites."
Mo Ran couldn't help but laugh. "Shizun is going to…sell flowers?"
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Chu Wanning's expression shifted slightly. Perhaps because he didn't
want to associate himself with those tawdry ladies selling white orchids in
alleyways, he corrected Mo Ran sternly, "They're blossoms made from
spiritual energy. They don't count as flowers."
"I'll go with you to sell them tomorrow."
Chu Wanning didn't reply. Bowing his head in concentration, he
rapidly conjured a few more flowers before replying sulkily, "Do whatever
you want. As long as you don't find it too embarrassing."
"Why would it be embarrassing?" Mo Ran plucked a flower off the
table and sniffed it. The blossom was light in his hand and fragranceless, its
glow singularly graceful. The golden light washed over his handsome face
and dark lashes as he smiled. "I imagine Third Lady Sun will weep at the
chance to buy these from Shizun. How much are you selling them for?"
"Even a hundred blossoms don't require much spiritual energy. How
about three for a copper coin?"
Mo Ran stared at him without a word.
Chu Wanning glanced at him again and frowned slightly. "Is that too
much?" he asked, hesitant.
Mo Ran sighed. Rather than answer the question directly, he said,
"Shizun shouldn't name a price tomorrow. Allow me."
"Why? I made the flowers. I should set the price."
"Three for a copper coin." Mo Ran waved three fingers in front of
Chu Wanning, not knowing whether to laugh or cry. "Shizun, you're the
Beidou Immortal, and these are your Nightglow Haitang Blossoms, prized
throughout the entire cultivation realm. You're going to let them go three
for a copper coin?"
"No one's ever asked me for them. They're pretty enough and good
for transmitting messages, but not otherwise useful. I think the price is fair."
Mo Ran laughed in exasperation. "Then why don't you sell them all
to me? I'll give you the money right now."
Chu Wanning's hand stilled. Brilliant golden petals floated down as a
half-formed haitang blossom was severed from his spiritual power. He held
out his hand and responded calmly, "All right. Deal."
Finding himself speechless, Mo Ran reached for his money bag
before remembering that the island's conniving merchant had already
squeezed every last coin from both him and Chu Wanning.
He looked up, a bit embarrassed, and met Chu Wanning's answering
gaze. There was the barest hint of a smile on Chu Wanning's face. Mo Ran
felt doubly awkward. "Shizun already knew I didn't have any money
left…" he muttered.
Chu Wanning was amused. "You're the one who boasted and said
you'd buy if I were selling."
"I…" Mo Ran swallowed the rest of his sentence—he suddenly felt
that this phrase was rather ambiguous. What Chu Wanning should've said
was "you'd buy if I were selling flowers," but he'd lazily left off the last
bit. It made it sound like Mo Ran wanted to spend his money on the man
before him.
Mo Ran's heartbeat picked up speed. He didn't dare meet Chu
Wanning's eyes, afraid his shizun would detect the disgraceful intent in his
own. But when his gaze caught on Chu Wanning's hand, palm up as he
waited, he discovered that those fingertips were red and chapped from the
cold. When Chu Wanning had been washing the bowls outside, he had
stubbornly kept at it until the warm water had turned freezing.
Without thought—almost out of habit—Mo Ran grabbed the hand
outstretched on the table.
Chu Wanning jumped. He'd been feigning calm as he'd held out his
hand, but instead of any coin, his fingers found themselves pressed between
a pair of warm, broad palms. Those palms were just the right temperature,
but he jerked his hand away like he'd been burned by a hot iron. "What are
you doing?!"
Mo Ran had no unseemly intentions—heart aching, he'd truly wanted
merely to warm Chu Wanning's chilled hands. He hadn't expected such a
strong reaction and was stunned speechless.
The two of them looked at each other in the dim yellow candlelight.
A drop of wax sputtered and popped, breaking the silence. Chu Wanning
knew his skittishness had been suspicious, so he pressed his lips together
and said nothing for a time, uneasy.
When Mo Ran saw his expression, the tender sprout in his heart
pushed upward more vigorously, striving to straighten its soft form, making
his chest itch. "Shizun…"
Chu Wanning said nothing.
"Do you…" Mo Ran's sentence caught in his throat. Not knowing
what lay ahead, he skidded to a halt before the precipice, held back by
reason. He couldn't finish the thought.
Mo Ran's question was incomplete. Nevertheless, Chu Wanning
responded stiffly: "No."
Staring at him, Mo Ran asked, "No what?"
"No matter what you say, the answer is no." Chu Wanning scowled.
Like a cat defending its territory with bared fangs, he was on guard, hackles
raised. "Let go."
Mo Ran did. He laid his hand upon the chairback again, the picture of
obedience. Chu Wanning returned to conjuring flowers, collecting the petals
that had fallen earlier into a complete blossom. He was sulking, though
mostly out of helplessness.
After a while, Mo Ran spoke up again. "Honestly, Shizun, I only
wanted to ask if you felt cold. I just wanted to…warm your hands."
"I'm not cold."
Liar. The hand that Mo Ran touched had been icy.
It was obvious that Chu Wanning found this situation excruciatingly
awkward. "If there's nothing else, you should get some sleep," he said. "I'll
take you to sell flowers tomorrow."
Mo Ran didn't know how he should answer. Often, Chu Wanning
used to say I'll take you to cultivate, or I'll take you to meditate, or I'll take
you to study. What was all this about I'll take you to sell flowers… He tried,
but mostly failed, to suppress the laughter that bubbled up in his eyes, his
pupils reflecting the man in the candlelight. He let out a soft hum of
agreement, but he really couldn't bear to leave the table.
"Go to sleep."
Mo Ran glanced at the bed. He'd resolved that he wouldn't go to
sleep before Chu Wanning no matter what. He didn't know whether he was
supposed to sleep on the bed or the floor, so he would wait and see what
Chu Wanning did. If Chu Wanning went to sleep on the innermost side of
the mattress, clearly leaving space for him, then he'd sleep on the bed. If
Chu Wanning lay right in the middle, then… Ah, then he'd behave.
His face reddened as he sneakily schemed. "I won't sleep yet."
"What are you doing sitting here, then?" Chu Wanning frowned.
Mo Ran raised a hand and brought his long, slender fingers together.
With a flourish, a fiery red butterfly made from spiritual energy appeared in
midair.
Chu Wanning stared blankly.
"For sale." Mo Ran grinned. With a light flick of his fingers, the red
butterfly fluttered into the air and landed among the pile of Chu Wanning's
haitang blossoms on the table. As it dove in and out of the flowers, it
flapped its glowing wings as if pollinating them. "Mine will be quite pricey.
I'm a black-hearted scoundrel, so they'll be ten gold apiece."
Chu Wanning watched that pesky butterfly flying back and forth. It
paused on one of his haitang blossoms to lap at its tender stamen. His face
was like a thundercloud. "Mo Weiyu!"
"What is it?"
Chu Wanning was so furious, he didn't know what to say or how to
say it. He managed, finally, to quash the urge to explode. Flustered, he
choked out, "Three copper coins each at the very most."
Mo Ran laughed out loud. When he'd chuckled a moment, he spun
out another fiery red butterfly. He held out his hand, and the butterfly gently
alighted upon the haitang blossom forming in Chu Wanning's fingertips. "If
I'm selling them to others, it'll be ten gold. I think the price is fair."
"Then you can sell them to me!" Chu Wanning took a deep breath
and said fiercely, "I'll go resell them myself. They can't be priced higher
than my haitang blossoms." After some thought, he added, "But I don't
have any money on me now. I'll pay you once we get back to Sisheng
Peak."
Smiling, Mo Ran spun out the third butterfly and sighed softly as the
butterfly danced around Chu Wanning on swift wings. With his head
propped against those sturdy arms the color of golden wheat, he said gently,
"Not a chance."
"Are you saying you won't let me buy on credit?" Chu Wanning
raised his chin, his eyes shining with anger and his face haughty. If Mo Ran
really dared to say he wouldn't take his credit, then, as his teacher, Chu
Wanning resolved to properly discipline this impudent, delusional man.
That delusional man smiled even more brightly, his dimples deep and
his tone warm. "No, I wanted to say…"
Wanted to say what? Chu Wanning's claws were bared, ready to
strike out.
"I'll let you buy me out." Mo Ran left off the specifics, making this
statement rather vague and suggestive. Resting his cheek against his arms,
he gazed at Chu Wanning, perfectly earnest. "It's all yours, free of charge."
Never in a million years could Chu Wanning have anticipated such a
response. Dazed, his face immediately flamed red.
The hour was late. The little cottage was piled high with spiritual
butterflies and haitang blossoms—they already had more than enough to
sell. Yet neither was willing to be the first to retire for the night.
Mo Ran's worries were self-evident. He figured he would see where
Chu Wanning slept and act accordingly.
Although Chu Wanning wasn't aware of his plan, he wasn't stupid
either—he felt a vague uneasiness. He, too, wanted to know what Mo Ran
would choose. Would he sleep on the floor…or on the bed?
This man was giving Chu Wanning an ever-increasing sense of
danger…but if Mo Ran really lay down on the bed, Chu Wanning didn't
plan to chase him off. He was painfully aware of that hidden thread of hope
in his heart—the hope that he would see Mo Ran wearily get to his feet, say,
"I'm sleepy," and lie down on the bed.
Why is he still awake?!
Chu Wanning and Mo Ran each spun out more flowers and
butterflies, both impatiently thinking the same thought: Go to sleep already
—if you lie down on the bed first, then I'll…
"Shizun."
"Hm?"
"Are you tired? It's so late, you should rest."
"No need, I'm used to it."
Thus another two hours passed.
"Mo Ran."
"Hm?"
"Why are you still sitting here?"
"I'm making more butterflies. If Shizun's tired, you should go to
sleep first—I'll be up a little longer."
Chu Wanning expended every effort to suppress his yawns, grinding
his molars together. He hadn't slept for two nights in a row, and the rims of
his eyes were red with fatigue. Yet still he insisted, "I'm not tired yet."
Mo Ran watched him steadily.
Little by little, the room became an ocean of butterflies and haitang
blossoms, overflowing with dazzling red and gold. Who knew how much
time had passed when Mo Ran blearily raised his head again, only to jolt
wide awake.
An exhausted Chu Wanning had slumped against the table and fallen
asleep where he sat. A half-formed haitang blossom lingered on his
fingertips, its petals fluttering delicately with each of his breaths.
Mo Ran stepped around and carefully lifted that fragmented flower.
He placed it on the table and gathered Chu Wanning into his arms.