My One True Love

Aaron often observed people.

That was his thing. He observed, learned and then formed an opinion on someone. And, contrary to popular belief, he did also like people. He wasn't 'antisocial' he just didn't need to talk in order to remind people that he cared. His bandmates respected that, and that was why they had such a close relationship.

The people he'd come to call the 'Panda Crew' never really interacted with him, it was mainly just a brief greeting whilst everyone was backstage.

Apart from one of them. Tyler, his name was. It seemed that his one goal in life was to reach a comfortable level of friendship with him, and to be honest, Aaron was kind of into it. Except for the fact that he would not shut up. After meeting Aaron a couple times, Tyler noticed that he didn't speak much, and in return, it was almost as if he started to speak double.

Aaron could notice that he was often nervous around him, but he understood-being around your idol was very nerve-wracking. He would often chatter about this and that, trying to fill the void of silence that came with Aaron's presence. He did feel bad about zoning out, but Tyler's voice was surprisingly soothing.

Sometimes, though, Aaron would feel his hands get clammy and his heart start to beat faster when the other was around. He just chalked it up to show nerves, as that was mainly when Tyler would talk to him.

One time he needed to have his mic checked at rehearsals for their Colorado show, and he accidentally almost stumbled into a private discussion between the 'Panda Crew'.

"It's Jesse, he's awesome."

"No, my soul ascends to heaven when I hear Robaire's vocals!"

"Just because you want to marry him doesn't mean-" Miriam was quickly shushed by Mei, who was in fear of Robaire overhearing, he gathered.

"TAE YOUNG FOSTERS DOVES HE'S CLEARLY THE BEST!" Aaron had heard enough, and turned to head back on stage.

"Hey, don't forget Aaron Z."

"I know, but he doesn't sing much." said Mei.

"Oi, have you seen his dance moves? How does he do it? We'll never know. Maybe I should ask him-but he won't answer, he doesn't talk often-"

"Oh, quit fanboying Tyler." Tyler coughed in embarrassment at Miriam's statement.

"He's just a cool dude, okay?"

Nope, Aaron did not feel his cheeks warming slightly at that statement. No, Aaron did not feel a sense of joy at being suggested. It's just that he knew that he had less fans than everyone else (not that it bothered him) and it felt nice to be stuck up for, that was all. His lips definitely didn't quirk up at the other boy's statement. And he DEFINITELY didn't think about it at night.

It was about three months after the attack when the band finally had their Colorado show, and the 'Panda Crew' were all attending (courtesy of Robaire who didn't have feelings for Mei). He was up on stage, after just having finished the emotional ballad, when he noticed them. He noted that they had gone full out, with face paint, shirts and even big chunky necklaces saying '4'.

Aaron's eyes DIDN'T widen slightly when he noticed Tyler in the crowd, decked out completely in his merch, even down to the socks. He DIDN'T go slightly red when he made eye contact with the other boy, who gave him the biggest, warmest smile that he had ever seen. Sure, he may have heard wedding bells and felt his heart skip a beat, but that didn't mean that he liked Tyler, he just…tolerated his company.

About a month later, it was time for their Texas tour, and yet again the 'Panda Crew' were in attendance. The show was going perfectly-Robaire's vocals were on point once more, but then things got bad when it started to rain.

The stage was slippy and the boys were fighting to stay upright. "Alright Texas? We're sorry for the break, but please don't hate us as we're not going to go full out due to the danger of falling. Anyways," Robaire continued with "You want it?" and the show carried on.

The show was almost done, and they were finishing their last song, when Aaron fell. He was just doing a simple turn and he slipped, falling back and hitting his head. He got up though, and continued the show, with the world slightly lopsided.

After they had left the stage with the fans screaming, Aaron paused and lent on a large black suitcase. He could barely hear the padding of the approaching person's feet, but just assumed it was due to the exit music.

Opening his eyes, he saw Tylers. They were standing there, worry etched on their brows. He watched their lips move-they looked so soft, Aaron just wanted to-"Hey man, are you okay? You fell bad." Tyler one said.

He couldn't bring himself to speak, so Aaron just settled with grunting instead. "Hey, look at me and try to stay awake." Oh, so that wasn't Tyler. His eyes drifted to Tyler two.

Crouching down, Tyler pulled his backpack from his back and placed it beside him. He pressed the back of his palm against the other boy's head, and Aaron's heart pulsated in his chest. "M okayy. The stars are pretty tonight, and so are you." His speech was slurred, and Tyler flushed slightly but assumed that Aaron said that due to his probable concussion.

"Right man, I think you have a concussion. My mum packed a bottle of water. Yes, I'll give you that- hey, hey stay awake, don't fall asleep. Please?" Oh he was so cute. He was like Aaron's guardian angel, he wouldn't mind waking up to that face everyday. After being forced to drink the water, he began to waffle, his concussed mind didn't seem to have a filter.

Half way through his little monologue, he heard Tyler mutter something. "I wonder if this means we're friends now. Wait, no he's just concussed. What the hell are you thinking Tyler, you're not friends."

It was like Aaron was watching this interaction from afar, like his limbs were working on his own, his dazed mind still too slow to realise what he was doing. "Sssshhhh. Friends. I like you but you talk soooo much." Tyler chucked awkwardly at Aaron's his friend's odd behaviour.

"You're not thinking straight. But, thanks, I guess." Aaron watched the blush rise further up the other's cheeks. He wanted to squish them.

"I think we need to get you up and walking around. Well that's what I was told. Okay, here we go, one, two, three!" He felt Aaron's body rise from the ground and flop straight onto him. His arms lightly grasped around Tyler's back and his head rested in the younger's neck. Lightly, he poked the taller boy. "Come on, use those big muscles of your's. Ugh- I mean they're not that big, well they are, but-you're just very toned, I mean, not that I look, well, I do-"

He was interrupted by a hum of contempt from Aaron, and it felt really nice on his skin. They were so close that he could hear the repetitive thump of the other boy's heart, and feel a tickling where he was breathing on his skin.

"Thank you." Aaron whispered into his collarbone, still unable to think clearly due to the concussion.

"Alright dude, time to get you some help." Aaron couldn't hear what he said due to the immense amount of pressure he felt around his head, and before he knew it, he was being handed off to a nice member of staff. Aaron frowned at this, he wanted Tyler. He wanted to see his amazing smile again. He wanted to touch his face and feel Tyler's breath on his lips.

When he awoke, Aaron was mortified. Mortified at the things he'd said. Mortified at the things he'd thought. The 'Panda Crew' hung out with the group again today, and that meant that Aaron had to be around Tyler.

He could barely make eye contact, and spoke even less than he normally did. He didn't want Tyler to take pride in the way that he thought of him, and, to be honest, he was scared. Scared of his thoughts, scared of the possibilities.

He had been staring at a hole in the fence when he was snapped out of his thoughts abruptly. Standing in front of him was Tyler, with an expression that Aaron never wanted to see on him again.

"Hey man, are you okay?" After getting no response, Tyler gulped and was overcome with embarrassment. "Oh my God, it was me wasn't it? I must've said something. Did I make you uncomfortable? I should just go, you don't look like you want me here."

Aaron watched him turn, and he wanted to say something to the other boy, but he couldn't make his mouth move. He had hundreds of things that he wanted to say, yet nothing came out. He wanted to tell him about the butterflies the other boy left in his stomach or the way that his ears would turn red at the tips when he was complimented, but he didn't say anything.

Instead, he watched the boy go, and his heart stopped beating. He knew that Tyler was upset just by the way he was walking- with his head down, and silent. That was weird, Aaron knew that Tyler would often hum songs under his breath as he walked and he'd do the little double-step when he reached the chorus.

"Wait."

Tyler turned, frown still etched on his face, and waited for the older boy to continue. "I-you didn't make me feel uncomfortable. I like your company." He couldn't tell who was redder, Tyler or himself, but he could hear the silence that settled after his exclamation. It took a few seconds, but he finally built up the courage to take a few steps forward, striding towards the younger boy.

Tyler didn't know what was happening. One minute he's walking off, shame and embarrassment radiating off of him, and the next he was watching in slow motion as Aaron approached him, determination clear on his face.

Then, he felt lips on his own. They were warm, and slightly dry, but they felt good. Tyler froze, but eventually he felt himself begin to respond to the kiss. He couldn't see fireworks, but instead felt a warm, tingly feeling travel down underneath his skin and to the base of his spine. Everywhere Aaron touched became hot.

Aaron drew back for air, and watched the boy panting slightly in front of him. Why hadn't he done this before? It felt amazing and he knew that at that moment when his lips were on Tyler's, nothing else mattered.

Soon, Tyler reached forward, grabbing the older boy by the shirt and pulled him back into the kiss. It just felt so right and their lips slotted together perfectly. Aaron's hands wandered to the other's waist, and Tyler found himself wrapping his around the older boy's neck, fingers tangled in his hair.

Neither of them had done this before, but it seemed to come naturally, as though they had done this many times. Tyler felt the taller boy smile into the kiss and they paused, happy in their little bubble. Once they had separated once more, Tyler felt his face go red, and he stared into the other boy's eyes.

"That was good."

Oh my God shut up!" He looked away in embarrassment upon receiving that comment.

"I wasn't lying." God, Tyler could hear his heart beat in his ears.

"You have a Blackberry?" He nodded in response to Aaron's question. Grabbing it from his pocket, he placed it in the older boy's hand. Aaron grasped it and began to type in his number. Upon receiving his phone, Tyler realised that the older boy had added his number and given himself the name 'Z' and smiled.

Scratching the back of his neck, he looked into the distance and smiled. "I guess I'll see you soon then man."

Aaron watched the other boy's retreating figure and smiled softly, and the butterflies came back at full force. His ears heated up when he realised what had just happened. Did he like Tyler? And more importantly, did Tyler possibly like him back? God, the thoughts that ran through his head, the things he saw himself doing with him…

Aaron was ashamed of himself, to say the least, but he was excited at the thought of what they could do together, like holding hands and maybe kissing some more. Well, he supposed that his fantasies could come to life at night when he was in his bed, alone.

It was the next day, and the 'Panda Crew' had been invited to the band's dance rehearsal. It must have been three in the afternoon, and the choreographer had left the room due to being overwhelmed by the amount of crap dad-jokes that the other Aaron kept reeling off.

Aaron noticed that Tyler had watched him all throughout the dance practice, his eyes not straying from the older throughout the hour that they had been dancing. He watched Tyler excuse himself, and he followed after the other boy.

He found him in the hallway, just staring at the opposite wall, and Aaron found himself watching the subtle rise and fall of his chest. It was then that Tyler finally noticed him, and turned to address him. "Er, hey? Oh for God's sake Tyler,that was pathetic, you may as well just not have said anything." The older boy shook his head, amused by the other's words.

Time itself seemed to slow as they made eye contact. A shy smile graced Tyler's face, and Aaron felt warm and fuzzy inside. Grabbing the other boy's jaw, he pressed their lips together. He felt so relieved at being united once more, despite having been together the day previous.

The taller boy was feeling brave, and decided to try to include some tongue, and was met with avid enthusiasm from the second party. Sure, it was awkward, but they eventually found a rhythm. Tyler felt the older boy's hands wander slightly, before they settled on his back, and, once again, he found his fingers tangled in the other's hair.

They pulled apart, pausing and both breathing heavily, faces flushed. "Hey, you want to go ya know, further?" Tyler practically choked on air at the statement that had just come out of the older boy's mouth.

"I've never…" He began.

"Me neither, but we can try, right? Together." He laced their hands together, heart beating and faces flushed.

"Um, yeh okay." They were both nervous, but decided to meet up later in the night to experiment.

It must have been about ten at night when Tyler approached 4Town's dorm, wet due to the heavy downpour outside, well, that was a bit of an understatement-he was drenched from head to toe, and must have weighed a couple kilos more due to the new density of his clothes.

Tyler was still in disbelief at the fact that his parents had let him stay at another person's house. Technically, his parents thought that he was having a sleepover with the rest of the basketball team, but who cares about the details, right?

Soon, the door opened, and he found himself face-to-face with the man of his dreams. Gulping slightly, he smiled when he noticed the look of fondness in the other's eyes. Next second, he was grabbed by his wet shirt and yanked towards the older boy, who shut the door behind him. Sighing, he was drawn into Aaron's arms and the taller boy began to speak. "My God, you're freezing. Don't worry, the others are out, we're alone." He blushed when he realised what the other boy meant.

Aaron stripped him of his jacket and ushered him into his bedroom. Tyler paused at the doorway, partly scared, yet mostly excited for what was to come. What was he meant to do? He just settled for taking off his shirt and shorts, leaving him in just his underwear. He was so lost in thought that he didn't notice the door opening again, and the older boy took the chance to just stare in awe at the other.

After a few minutes, Tyler finally noticed Aaron in the doorway, and smiled self consciously, suddenly feeling embarrassed at his current state of undress. Climbing onto the king-sized bed, he was followed by the other boy who had shed himself of most of his clothing. In his hand, he was holding a small packet of something. "Lube." He said, in response to Tyler's silent question.

Oh, this was really happening.

Neither boys really knew what to do, so they were making it up as they went. Tyler let himself be pushed gently onto his back and watched as the older boy grinned above him. Hesitantly, he reached up and stroked Aaron's face, and the other boy turned his head and kissed his palm, making Tyler feel slightly mushy inside.

The taller boy ran his palms across the other's chest, and Tyler felt something when the older brushed against his nipples. It felt like a spark of electricity, and he felt a moan fall from his lips. Aaron seemed to notice this, so he repeated the action,and his smile widened when he realised the impact it was having.

Tyler was embarrassed, and wanted to get back at him, so he tentatively brushed his hands over the other's as well. He didn't get the exact reaction that he expected, but he was satisfied with the breathy sound that Aaron made. The idol leant down and pressed his lips to the younger boy's, and things seemed to escalate as they became more heated. Hands began to wonder, and soon the older boy's hands found their way down the underwear of the other.

Tyler whined at the sensation of Aaron's hand around his penis,and it became louder as he began to slowly rub the tip, smearing precome over the head. Averting his eyes, he covered his face with his arm as he felt the other delve lower, below his balls and to his hole.

Aaron was slightly nervous, not wanting to disappoint Tyler, and ripped open that sachet of lube. The other boy chuckled awkwardly and softly whispered "Where did you even get that?"

"Jesse has them scattered throughout the house."

"I'm not surprised man." Weirdly, Aaron felt himself grinding his teeth in annoyment. He didn't like what he was feeling, that name just seemed to anger him for reasons he couldn't explain. He pulled off Tyler's underwear, soon followed by his own.

He poured the contents of the packet onto the other boy's hole, and watched with wide eyes as it made the younger's hole glisten. Shaking slightly, he placed his pointer finger on the small opening and slowly pushed in. He had absolutely no idea what he was doing, but he knew that he wanted to be good for Tyler.

It burnt. Tyler felt every fibre of his body come to life as he tried to accommodate the intrusion. Once he was knuckle deep, Aaron paused, listening to the other's heavy breathing and decided to slip in another finger. It took a while, but eventually, when he thought that the other boy was calm, he began to move his fingers, making a scissoring motion, and Tyler wailed.

After a few moments of silent movement, Tyler felt the older boy's fingers withdraw from inside of him, and he shuddered, feeling empty. Preparing himself mentally, Aaron grabbed his penis, which he only just realised was rock hard. He lined his penis up with the younger's hole and stopped. "I'm ready." Tyler's voice was high pitched and breathy, and made the other's penis twitch.

Slowly, he pushed past the other's rim, and he grunted as he felt the shorter boy's tight heat begin to encompass him. Tyler could feel every inch breaching him and it felt so foreign and painful, and he was trying to build up the courage to tell Aaron to slow down, when the older boy bottomed out inside of him. The other boy's balls were tight against his bum, and he jerked slightly, hitting something inside of Tyler.

His eyes rolled back in his head as the idol hit a bundle of nerves in him, and he couldn't stop a loud moan from slipping out of his mouth. They both paused, and Aaron leaned down, pressing their foreheads together, and for a solid minute they just lay there, panting, and looking each other in the eyes.

Tyler pressed his lips to the other's and smiled, before whispering once more " I'm ready dude, you can move." There that nickname was again, and it set alight a fire in Aaron's stomach. He pulled out slightly, and pushed back in, and Tyler could feel every nerve in his body. He couldn't help the older boy's name falling off his lips over and over again.

Spurred on, Aaron started to move quicker and quicker, pistoning his hips in and out of the younger boy, and he heard a torrent of moans flooding from his throat. Aaaron himself noticed that he was breathing heavily. It just felt so good being inside of Tyler, so right. His balls were smacking against the other boy's backside, and he felt him squeeze around his penis as he hit a certain spot inside of him.

Determined, he attempted to hit that spot again, failing for a bit, but eventually he found it again, and soon began to fall into a rhythm, motivated by the sweet moans being produced by the boy below him.

"Aaron, oh, I'm gonna, i'm gonna-" Tyler's balls tightened and before he knew it, he was cumming untouched, releasing white sticky fluid all over himself. He whined as he rode out his first orgasm, completely overwhelmed by the feeling. Aaron groaned as he felt the other boy became impossibly tighter around him, and continued slamming himself in and out, until he felt like he had reached his peak, and with a harsh thrust, released his cum inside of the younger boy.

After pulling out, Aaron collapsed onto the shorter's chest, and together they basked in the afterglow of their first sexual experience, contempt wrapped up in each other's arms. He pulled the younger boy into a chaste kiss, and said "We should do this again." Tyler laughed, still out of breath, and responded "Yeh, I'd like that."