Mistakes & Regrets

Liam 

It happened again, and this time I have no excuse for my actions. Maybe I should blame it on boredom? Lust? Or perhaps it was just my lack of self-control. 

 I had no grasp on reality anymore, and I was losing myself everytime I locked eyes with Amelie. How am I supposed to tell her that I spent two whole nights with the same woman she hates so much? 

My intentions when I suggested that she visits her family was to keep her away from Casmir, it had nothing to do with Anna at all. After Amelie was gone, I had called Anna over to discuss things concerning the splitting of Woods, and things escalated quickly. 

Ever since then I've been riddled with guilt and couldn't even sleep properly without having some sort of nightmare involving Anna. All I wanted to do was keep Amelie safe, to love her, and keep her happy all the time, yet somehow I always managed to jeopardize my own plans.