Hurt

I immediately recognized the man standing infront of me, in the novel he was Ophelia her best friend, her sibling figure. He is Duke Zain Alessandro del Kistriel- it's a complicated name but in the novel we all call him zain only by important announcements we call him his full name-. While he was the third most important person in the empire, Ophelia only saw him a a sibling. Nothing else.

But the Duke always admired Ophelia not in a love like way but just pure admiration like a priest to a god.

"So now where here and the Duke who've I only known in the novel and in the memories of Ophelia is just waving at me, I think im going to him and say hello I guess." I ran up to the Duke and said without even wanting to, like my mouth just opened automatically,

"Stop yelling please, your making me deaf." And Zain just surprisingly follows her commands and says

"Sorry miss Ophelia I was thinking without even knowing what i was saying, the next time I will be silent!" I thought it was best to just keep going forward and not look back.

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After that I was informed by the butler of Ophelia that there was a carriage on the way. I nodded and asked the maids to bring me back to my room and prepare me a bath, I even was surprised by how I could say that without stuttering. I guess I got all the information about the nobles in fantasy R19 novels because I read to much. I even read all the genres I could find in the past.

A maid said the bath was ready and helped me get out of my armor, revealing my blouse and leggings I was wearing. I grabbed a towel rapped it around me and started to undress, after undressing I got to the bath and it was not like a pool sized bath but just a normal sized bath, I was really hoping for the grandiose bath but I should've not let my greedy expectations get the best of me.

I jumped in the bath and laid really comfortable in the bath, after a while I was drifting of to sleep. And then I felt something sting,it was like a wound. The pain was coming from my hip and I looked and the bath was filled with blood, I of course panicked and got out. Seeing the wound I realized it was a pretty deep wound and nobody has even noticed the wound,not even me. I started to put pressure on the wound like I learned from my past life.

But when I put pressure I saws that the towel became red really fast, therefore I needed to call somebody and I was feeling really faint. I yelled for help as hard as I could, but nobody even came. Then I knew I needed to start moving but when I was standing up I saw that it was bleeding really hard, I started to grab another towel rapped it around me and ran as fast as I could to the door. I yelled for help , I heard a voice in the hall and it became louder and louder until I heard it soften.

I woke up in a bed that was not familiar. Then I remembered I transmigrated into a dangerous R19 novel , of course everyone would think that it's fun to transmigrate into another world. But if you read this story you will start to cry and you would think , who would even make this horrible story.

Well then you are in the wrong place. It's not me that made this story , it was my friend.

She made a story about a boy, the male lead. He was mistreated and abused in every way you would even think every.single.second.of.his.life. Even after he escaped, he was betrayed by his one and only love or the well known villainess… Ophelia's sister. And it only got downwards for him, he was in a unstable mental position and he was a marquess so it took a big toll on him.

But after five years he was stable again and planned revenge. And because he was the male lead, everything succeeded the way he wanted but it was really horrific. He not only defeated and tortured the villainess but the family of her too, so that would include me too. I was crying the whole series because everyone except the villainess didn't deserve this.

So here I am, lying in bed, in pain because of the wound. I can't even move. But I hope I can meet the male lead before he is eighteen, so I have three years to find him before he goes crazy.

thank you for reading this :)