Perverse Instantiation Part One

Shadow POV

The snow had covered the grass as Bellamy is trying to get the Rover to charge. It's quiet but I hear Octavia sharping her sword. "Rover is almost charged. We need to pack up. We'll be home soon" he tells us all. "Then what? Run away?" Clarke asked Bellamy. "We're not running away Clarke. We need to regroup with the others and try and find another way to defeat--" Clarke cut Bellamy off as he jumped off the top of the Rover and approached her. "There is no other way! We need to find a nightblood" She tells Bellamy. "We need to unlock the flame. It's the only way to stop Alie" she tells us as I walked over to Bellamy side. "What do you expect us to do Clarke? Walk into random villages asking for their nightbloods?" I questioned. "If that's what it takes" Clarke responded. "No...Clarke" I shake my head. "If Alie can find us on Luna's rig, then she can find us anywhere" I pointed out. "We won't help you destroy another innocent Grounder Village" I say. She sigh "If we don't find a nightblood, there won't be any grounder villages" Clarke tells me. "Or a home for us to go back to" she added. "That's all the more reason we go there and make sure our friends are okay" Bellamy tells Clarke sternly. She looked at the three of us and nodded, knowing she was out voted and walked off. "She's fine. Just let her cool off" Jasper tells us. We begin packing our things into the Rover. "I'm gonna go check on Clarke" I tell Bellamy. "I'll come too" he stated. We walk into the woods and I see him. Roan and my heart dropped to the ground. "I won't stop until the ice nation has its commander" Roan tells Clarke. I cocked my gun and pointed it at Roan. "You were saying?" I asked him. He slowly turned and faced me and memories of the last night we were together flashed into my head. "Hands where I can see them" Bellamy ordered him. Roan raised his hands slowly "What a surprise it is to see you Shadow of Skaikru" Roan smirked. I had told Bellamy about Roan. How we had a fling while I was in Polis but I only realized I am in love with Bellamy I ignored him "You okay?" I asked Clarke. "Yeah" she nodded. Roan looked me up and down and Bellamy took notice. "Let's go" Bellamy says. "He's coming with us" Clarke tells us. "The hell he is" I hissed at Clarke. "Don't enjoy my company? Seemed to the last time" Roan mocked. I aimed my gun closer to him "Stop...He's got to come with us" Clarke says. "Why would I do that?" Roan asked. "Because we both want the same thing. Put the flame in Ontari" she says to him. "How do you know he's not chipped?" Bellamy asked Clarke. "If he were do you think he would've saved me?" Clarke asked. "Still...we need to be sure" Bellamy says. Bellamy shoots Roan in the arm and then punches him in the face and Roan falls onto the ground in pain. "Now we're sure" Bellamy says as he grabs my arm and pulled me with him roughly.

We pulled up the Arkadia and Miller opened the gate for us to get inside engineering. We all climb out and we're greeter with hugs. "We were getting worried" Raven spoke. "Where's Luna?" She asked as I grabbed Roan by the arm and lead him out. "Luna said no" Octavia tells Raven. He's gagged and cuffed "Who the hell is this?" Harper asked. "He's ice nation" Miller says. "King of ice nation" I corrected him. "And he's our way into polis" Clarke tells them. "This way, your Highness" Bellamy tells Roan. "Miller and Daniel follow me. Take him to lock up" Bellamy ordered. I go to walk with them when Bellamy stops me. "Why don't you stay here with Clarke and catch everyone else up?" He suggested. "I can't go?" I asked. "Just stay here" Bellamy tells me. I scoffed as they walked away. "You wanna use him to get to Ontari?" Raven asked. "Yes" Clarke nodded. "What happened to his arm?" Harper asked me. "Bellamy shot him because Shadow had sex with Roan" Jasper answered. "What?!" Clarke and Raven shouted. I bite the inside of my cheek "Thanks you so much Jasper" I glared. "Well good luck getting him to cooperate" Monty tells us.

Bellamy came and got me and Clarke, walking me to where Roan sits in the cell. I walk into he room to see Roan split open cheek and looked over my shoulder at Bellamy. "Really?" I asked Bellamy. "Sorry about your arm, and face..." Bellamy tells Roan. "Makes us even" Roan smirked. "Like it or not. We need each other" I begin to tell him. "Cut to the chase, What do you want?" He asked me. "I want an ice nation commander" he tells me. "And we can give you that" I tell him. "With this" Clarke holds up the flame. "and why would you do that?" He asked. "When she vowed to wipe you out?" He added "We don't have a choice" Clarke sigh. "This isn't just our war. The enemy we're up against if after everyone" Clarke tells him. "That includes the ice Nation" I added. "The only way to stop her is to get the information off the Flame" Clarke goes on as Roan stared at me. "The only way to do that is to put it in Ontari head" Clarke tells him. "The Ice nation isn't afraid" he chuckled. "You should be" I tell Roan. "This thing doesn't care what clan you're from. It controls people. And it will rake over the Ice Nation just like it took us over, one person at a time until there was no one left" I tell him. He stated at me for a while before I spoke again. "Roan..." I kneeled down in front of him and placed my hand on his knee. "It's already has Ontari" I tell him. I can sense Bellamy jealousy from here. "I'm listening" he says. I stand and joined back over to Bellamy side. "We need to disconnect her before she gets the Flame or we'll be giving Alie exactly what she wants and to do that we have to abduct her from the center of a city filled with thousands of people whose minds are linked. All of them thinking as one. Whatever one sees they all see. Whatever one hears they all gear" Clarke explained. Roan nodded "I get it." He stood from the bench. "So when do we leave?" He asked us.

We all gathered our things "What was that with Roan?" Bellamy asked me. I couldn't help but giggle. "Bell, if you even have to question my feelings for you really are blind" I tell him, leaning over and kissing him with passion. "I love you, only you" I tell him. "Good" he smirked before we go back to packing our things into the Rover. "Here. She's chipped so you have to EMP her like you did me before you give her the flame" Raven handed the machine to me. "I thought Jaha destroy all the wrist bands?" Jasper asked. "So did he. Then I came home" Raven stated. "There's only enough useable parts to rebuild one, so use it wisely" Raven advised us. "made a few improvements, too" she added. "None of which is gonna matter if you can't get us access to Alie code" Clarke reminded her of Raven messing up and using the only code we had. "You guys worry about the nightblood. I'll worry about Alie" Raven says to Clarke. "How can you access a code that doesn't exist here anymore?" Jasper asked Raven as Bellamy hugged me from behind. "We've got a plan" Monty says. "What are we waiting for?" Octavia called out to us as she entered the room with Roan. "Let's move out" Bellamy tells everyone. I hugged Raven tightly "Be safe..." I say to her. "May we meet again" Raven tells me. We all hugged goodbye and Jasper decided to stay here. "Don't do anything reckless" I say, hugging Jasper tightly. "You love Roan too, I can see it" Jasper whispered. I froze for a moment before pulling from him. "I'm in love with Bellamy Jasper, that's what matters" I say before flicking him on the forehead and giggling as I walked away.

I'm sitting in the passenger seat and Bellamy is driving, it's dark out now and we get closer to the city. "There it is" I tell Bellamy. "Stop here" I instructed him. We came to a stop and climb r out of the Rover. Bellamy joined me and looked out on to the large tower in the middle of the city. "All right, this is where we split up. The entrance to the tunnel is right over there" Roan says. "We know where it is" I hissed out at Roan. "I'm gonna need the Flame" he tells Clarke. "Look this only works if they send Ontari out to get it" he tells Clarke as she is hesitant. "If they don't see it. They won't do that" He pointed out. "Not much of a trap without bait" he added. She gives him the Flame "Fine" she tells him. "But I'm coming with you" she says. I shake my head "No way. That's not the plan" I hissed out. "it is now" she tells me. "I'm not letting that out if my sight and I'm the only one who's knows the passphrase. So you can tell them without me Ontari can't ascend" Clarke tells him. "You'll need to look kike my prisoner" he tells Clarke. "Okay" she nodded. "Wait a second" Bellamy tells Clarke. "Give us a minute" he tells Roan. Roan walked away and Bellamy pulled Clarke off to the side with us. "Come in clarke. You're really willing to trust that guy with your life?" He asked her. "No...but you'll be covering us the entire time" Clarke tells Bellamy and me in a low whisper. "and I trust the both of you" She added. I nodded and Bellamy knew this was the only plan we had now.

The under ground tunnel was damp as Bellamy, Octavia, Miller, Daniel and I were heading towards Clarke. We followed her moves from underground as Bellamy leads us. "Alright this way" he tells us all. "This is it" he says, looking out the window. "Get these grates open" he ordered Miller as I stand on the edge of the wall to get higher to see out the window. "Let's get ready" Bellamy says, pointing his gun towards where Roan brings Clarke in sight. I aimed my gun and look through the scoop to see them walking closely. "Are we ever gonna be done fighting?" Miller asked. I couldn't help but snort of a laugh considering all we been doing since we got down here two years ago was fight for our lives. "Hell yes. Build a house on a lake. You're gonna plant corn" Miller teased. I couldn't help but look at Bellamy and think of what our future could be like. "And raise chickens" Daniel added. "And grow old" Miller laughed. "When he sees Ontari I'll give the signal" Bellamy instructed us. "We wait until she's standing in front of them and then we launch the gas" Beamy adds. "They're gonna be holding their breath. So we gotta move fast" I tell everyone. "Anyone that gets in our way we use non lethal force" Bellamy tells them. "He's right. These people are not the enemy. They're being controlled. The only thing we're here to kill is Alie" I reminded them all. "Is that clear?" I asked everyone. They all nodded "Good" I look back into my scoop and see Roan walking closer with Clarke. We all watch as Roan speak and people around him stand to their feet. Soon their surrounded by people and that's when I see him. "It's Jaha..." I say. "What the hell is he doing here?" Octavia asked. "You see Ontari?" Miller asked. "No. Hold on" I say. I watch as Roan clutches the Flame in his hand. "Somethings wrong" I say to Bellamy, something make my stomach turn. "Do it! Do it now!" I shout at Miller when I see Roan put a knife to Clarke throat. Suddenly we're all grabbed "On your knees! Drop your weapons!" Men shout at me and I struggle against their hold. "ah!" I screamed and punch the man in his face but it doesn't effect him. "Turn around!" He forced me to turn and shoved my face against the the window next to Bellamy, forcing me to look outside at Clarke. Suddenly I see my father shoot Roan as he tried to run. "No!" I screamed as I begin to sob. He's taken the Flame, why would he do that? "No! Dad!" I screamed louder. "Clarke!" I screamed as they take her away.

The man begin punching Miller and knocks him out before going blank. "Let's go!" One called out. "She wants Shadow" Suddenly I'm picked off the ground. "No!" Bellamy screamed. "Where are you taking her?" Octavia asked. "Leave her alone!" Bellamy shouted. A man hit Bellamy, knocking him on the ground. "Bell, it's okay. Bellamy" I tell him. They drag me away "It's okay!" I shouted, struggling against then. "If I were you. I'd hit the deck" I hear a familiar voice call out. A light is shined down the hall and I see John Murphy. "Murphy?" I asked. "Everyone! Hit the ground!" I shouted, struggling against the men and then dropping onto the floor. All my ears heard after were amount of gunfire and bullets flying through the air. I lifted my head as John walked over to me with a group of Grounders. "Fancy meeting you here" he jokes as he untied me. "More will come. We need to hurry" Indra tells us as they begin untying Bellamy and the others. I run to Bellamy and hugged him when Pike walk up to us. "You okay?" He asked Bellamy, untying his hands. "What are you doing here?" I asked John. "You're welcome" He smirked at me. "he killer Lincoln. Put him on his knees" Octavia says as we approach them. "Shot him in the head" she reminded Indra as I look over my shoulder at Pike who picks up another gun. "Octavia...Indra is right. We need every fighter we can get" Bellamy tells her. "did you all miss the part where it's time to go?" John asked. "We're not leaving" I shake my head. John laugh "We just saved your lives. Why do I thin I'm gonna regret that?" John asked me. I approached him. "My sister is in trouble" I tell him. "Clarke is always in trouble" John pointed out. "They took her and the Flame to the Tower. It's a safe bet Ontari is there too" I tell him. "Everything we need to stop Alie is in the same place" I tell them all. "If we go up that Tower we won't be able to fight our way out again" Octavia says. "If we stop Alie we won't have to" Bellamy tells her. I looked at John with pleading eyes before John looks at Pike. Pike handed me a gun. "up the tower. Great" John sigh. We begin walking down the hall. "You know after this doing the right thing can kiss my ass" John tells us.

We get down a hall and hug our backs against a wall as Bellamy peaks around the corner. He pointed to Pike who's on the other side of the hall against the wall. Pike moves down the hall but the Grounders spot him. Pike is fast to pull the trigger, shooting both Grounders. "Hey!" I yelled at him, grabbing him by the shirt. "We told you. This is not how we're doing this!" I screamed. "They we're in our way" he simply says, shoving me off him and proceeding down the hall. "Those people are not our enemies" I tell him, following them. "They're being controlled by Alie and we can save them" I say. "There's gonna be a lot more of these people if we don't move" John pointed out. "I'll bring it down" Indra tells us as she pulled the lever. "Great. Once we're up. Blow the elevator then climb. The destroy the latter behind you" I instructed them. "You realize we won't have a way down then right?" John asked. "A problem for another day" I tell him. "Let's go" Bellamy says. John opened the doors and we stepped inside, waiting for Octavia. "Coming, O?" Bellamy asked his sister. "If anything goes wrong down here they'll need my help. We got this" she says before shutting the doors on us. The elevator begins to move "You get that we're screwed right?" John asked us. "Alie already knows that we're coming" He pointed out. "This plan will work" I tell him. He nodded before Bellamy spoke. "Why are you here?" He asked John. "I'm just trying to survive" he tells us both. I didn't believe him though. "You're not the only one here trying to save someone you care about" John the says. Suddenly as I hear gunshots the elevator stopped. "Well that's not good" John stated. Banging on the door begins. "They're trying to come in! Keep the doors closed!" I shouted as the three of us hold the doors shut. We suddenly begin to move again and I let out a sigh. "I really hate being trapped in small spaces with you..." I hissed at John.

The elevator keeps moving. "They'll be waiting for us" I tell them both. Suddenly we stopped and we hid.on the top. The doors open and I hear them speak. "Light it and throw it inside" Bellamy whispered. I lit the gas smoke and threw it inside quickly, causing the others to get knocked out. We out gas mask on and drop down and will our weapons are we walk down the smoke filled hall. "Throne room is this way" I tell Bellamy. We entered another hall and stormed into the throne room. "Shadow! Stop him! Clarke shouted at us. I see Jaha about to kill Ontari and I shoot him in the side quickly, causing him to fall onto the ground as Bellamy unties Clarke. "Mom?!" I screamed as I run over to help John get our mother down from the rope around her neck when Bellamy rubs over to Jaha and begins fighting him, knocking him out. "She is a live?" I asked. "She's breathing" John tells me. "Jaha has the Flame. Get it!" Clarke tells Bellamy. "Help me Shadow!" Clarke shouted at me. I rushed over as she grabbed Ontari. "We can't let Ontari die. We have to stop the bleeding" She tells me. "I got the Flame" Bellamy called out. I check Ontari pulse "Her pulse is weak" I say. "It means she's still a live" Bellamy pointed out. "Here, hold this to her wound" Clarke instructed John. "What are you gonna do?" I asked Clarke. "I need a flash light' she tells me. "First we take out the chip. Then we put in the flame" Bellamy reminded Clarke as John handed her the flashlight. "Her pupils are unresponsive" Clarke sighs. "What does that mean?" Bellamy asked. "She's brain dead..." I say. "She can't get us the kill code" I tell them. "It's...over" Clarke choked out. "We're trapped here..." John reminded us before glaring at me and Bellamy.