"Please..." I hear her whimper and I go into full panic mode.
"Calm down, okay? Deep breaths. Don't hang up. I'll be with you soon. Where are you?" I rush as I grab the car key sitting on the glass table. I run into the garage with my dad behind me.
"What do you need?" Dad asks
"A room. A big one." He runs back inside as I hear her voice again.
"Basement...blood...Elle..." I hear sounds of movement in the background and connect the dots. Elle's bleeding, or something...
"Deep breaths baby, deep breaths. It's okay, you're okay" I murmur reassuring words to her as I speed out of the garage and into the highways, thankful that there's no traffic. 
Several thoughts run through my mind as I drove to her house. The last time we spoke, she could barely stand me, but now she's calling me. I feel kinda used, but now's not the time to think about that. 
I reach her house in a matter of minutes and shove the door open. The house is quiet, save for my heavy breathing and footsteps. I reach the basement and take in the sight in front of me. 
Blair cradles her brutally beaten-up sister in her lap as she rocks herself back and forth blinking very frequently.

Insight On Mai Diary

Lilly's POV (back when Blair was still unconscious) 


Is she alright? Is she breathing fine? 


As if on cue, they came in again. Those guys with the white uniform. The one's that always bring me to the white room. 


But this time, their faces held the most disgusted emotions I've ever seen. 


Just as I stood up, there was another shade of uniform present in the room. It's was contrasting with the white and their faces held no emotions. 


"Yes."I crock out, determined to use my voice as often as I can, so it doesn't disappear on me again. 


"You are under arrest..." my brain zones out on them to imagine my journey from here. 


He always said he was going ruin me. And even after his death, he still did. Or maybe he didn't, maybe it's just me who ruined myself because I was scared of him ruining me. 


Chapter Thirty-nine