Life Before.

Rose, the lady, who charmed the world with her beauty. When she was first expose to the public, everyone wanted to take a glimpse of her. To see the royal beauty. The only daughter of Amber's eldest son Leo. The cuteness that a silly little girl of only five-year-old could make people fall over for her. Her fame reached so high that later she overshadowed the only lady of the second-eldest son of Amber's Steve. When the media started to converse about this, everything including the lives of these two children changed along with the circumstances of the family.

Rose naturally with her beauty was a very proud person. She had her own reasoning. Her eyes never failed to look through other people's bad attitude. As the only daughter who had gain this immense fame, she was constantly disliked by others at home. However, here she is not the Cinderella that her anger can be controlled due to the respect she had for her elders. Her emotions were very pure and direct. Although she did heed elders' words but not to the point where she was bullied. Her anger was like direct streams of water from the tap. Nor she can control it, neither she wanted to control it for others. A child so small like her was naughty and can get angry like other children. But maybe the media and for others she was no longer a child but a god, who can never do something like showing angers at others. After some time, she was criticized for her straightforwardness as cruelty.

Later things changed. Boyle who is known for her inferiority turned someone who was admired by many people but Rose who was known for her pure beauty got darker reputation and weirder attitude with every appearance before the public. The vast difference in their personality before the media made different route for their future. People, from nowhere started to criticize Rose for bullying when she very first time entered the school. This news had no evidence in actually. However, this conjecture was spread throughout the city and soon appear before the media. Since then, no one ever stepped ahead to befriend with her. 'So, what if she is beautiful, her character is not good.' It was saddening that a child like her could never be able to make a single friend.

Her life became more reserved, and she became reticent. Barely ever speaking with anyone. She was turning entirely mute. Until the accident occur when she was nine-year-old. That turn her into a different person. It was a surprise. Her mind and body became obedient under Boyle and others. She was like a fool smiling like a fairy but serving like a servant to Boyle. If she ever said something hurtful to Boyle, she would start to ignore her. It was this treatment that made Rose never fight or go against Boyle. For Rose Boyle was someone that she respected because when no one wanted to take her as someone close to them, it was Boyle who was not reluctant at all. She was the light that guided Rose to cross every path in life. When people are extremely lonely, they will without any force depend on the only person who is nice to them. This was exactly the case with Rose.

Her mouth would only open when Boyle asked her to.

Her smile and attitude are also solely dependent on how Boyle wanted to her be.

The life of Rose was merely a string-doll under the care of someone like Boyle. It was not that Rose trusted Boyle, but she had no other way to go and no one to go after. The entire world was against her. For some reasons even her parents and bother appeared to be reluctant to be with her. Obviously, it was never the case. The words that Boyle would spoke will ultimately affect her. It was like Boyle had her overall control. Something which no one would ever want to let others have.

Rose had caught with DPD {Dependent Personality Disorder}. It was so hard for her to live off without Boyle. That care Boyle had showed in the past was enough for her to clung to her forever. Boyle and other knew her condition very well but for personal grudge or ignorance they never took her to the psychologist to cure her. Later because she couldn't deny drinking with Boyle's friends, she was unknowingly drugged. She had no idea about it. At that time Boyle said the hotness and feeling nuisance must be due to fever. Boyle had no courage to make her sleep with man at that time. Maybe due to grandfather's restriction. He cares greatly about his family's reputation. Only later did she got to know when her health took a troll. But till that moment she was beyond saving. Everyday her meals were added with drugs that she was not aware of. This was the greatest mistake she ever did. She was later isolated from the world. From then on, she had no value. Never going to any gathering and appearing before people.

Her Grandfather and Grandmother were very good to her. At least this was what she thought before the last moment of her death. They favored Boyle more but Rose under the meticulous instruction of Boyle was very understanding. Boyle said, 'It is because I'm the eldest one of us.' This thing was not at all acceptable. So, what if she is elder. Rose is younger so isn't it more acceptable to be her who should be loved. Yet her mindset was not at all like that, to think that she was okay with it. At the young age the affection from the elders is very precious gesture but if they don't get it, they will start to hate their parents. This was happened with Rose. Her parents will never return home for weeks, and Rose would have to watch Boyle being picked up by her parents to play and smile. This was the happy scenario that Rose always wanted but she never got one. This was another reason why she was distant with her parents.

Afterwards, even the person like Danny who liked her previously started to make disgusting look whenever she appeared. He became closer to Boyle. Only later Boyle told her that she likes Danny and so does he. But in between Danny was very close to Rose that was not acceptable to Boyle. Thus, she told him about her drug addiction secret. Obviously, she said this because she wanted to show-off to Rose. However, Rose was not furious at her being with Danny. Her entire personality shook when she knew that Boyle has told Danny about her secret. Danny is a crafty person, who will never let go of telling media about such a thing. He likes to enjoy show. When others are in pain he would smile. This made the news about her drug addiction public. Rose being the fool reacted too strongly. It surprised Boyle. Rose that for the very first time didn't talk with anyone for a whole month. Rose was super suspicious for the very first time, yet she didn't mind this thing later. She calmed down under the crafty sweet words of grandmother. "She was the wrong this time. But Rose be more considerate. Forgive your sister for this time. She already apologized for her mistake. For this small thing don't break your relationship with your cousin. Okay?" What could Rose say? She became the more considerate and forgive Boyle.

It was only later did she thought about everything, but it was too late. With not much of living her life came to an end. She was faced with reality and nothing that could be done at that moment. The last trace for seeing them angry at what they lost was accomplished. Things turn serene from the chaotic start of her memory. Life was not unfair; it was she who never respected and understood it. She expected love from an incapable people.

She was wrong to expect love from people she was not even close with. It was a disrespect to love someone who is not close to one's heart. She loved people like appreciating an artifact at home and museum. It was not the kind of affection she ever wanted from others too. She never understood. The veneration for love was nowhere in her life. Not even a little bit.

Boyle misused her devotion.

Her grandparents had ulterior motives,

Danny who claimed to like her never genuinely liked her. He changed with just few words from Boyle.

All of them were not the person as they appeared on the surface. This was the greatest disrespect that she had carried her entire life. She never received the so-called love in her whole life. For a person to never ever receiving an ounce of love is futility. They are not even worthy for hell.

She, Rose, was that unworthy person. In the darkness she remained for a very long time. The time seemed to stop and the thoughts in her head died.