Explanation

Yoongi began to speak without looking at me. I stop smiling as this was a very serious moment. Our view was the beach so it was calming for now.

"10 years ago I planned this really nice date on this beach." He pointed down and I looked. I thought maybe he would tell me about his girlfriend dying. I didn't want to hear that but it was my job. However, I always visit this place all the time because it felt familiar.

"She loved it but there was a reason why I did that surprise." He paused and then continued. "I did it to break up with her."

I was very confused but then I remembered there must of been a reason. He looked back at me and glanced away.

"We went our separate ways. I had to go overseas and I told her. I knew she wouldn't take this in well because we loved each other a lot."

I just furrowed my eyebrows trying to understand his brain.

"I went overseas not because I wanted to but because I had to. I couldn't tell her that though. I decided to let her go even though I didn't want to let go myself. It was so hard and it still is. Nothing hasn't been the same ever since that night. I thought this was all for the best but-"

He began to cry. I pouted and my throat began to shut. It hurt to see him like this. I rubbed his back.

"Things got way worse than I thought. I came back and found out all these things... It's all my fault." He sobbed.

"Drink some water. Come on. Take a break." I told him.

After, a while he continued his sad story. "I went overseas because both of my parents were very ill. I felt like if I went I could save us all. My mom developed a heart problem because my dad was told he had liver cancer. I rushed as fast as I could but on my way I got hit by a car."

My eyes widen how awful this all was. I couldn't believe this.

He continued. "I remember I opened my eyes and it was pouring really bad. I was crying but no one could tell because of the rain. I was already in front of the hospital. I didn't want to get treated. I just wanted to get up and run to them. Let them know I was there and that I made it. I regret going now..."

I sighed nervously and asked. "What happened next Yoongi?" I needed him to let it all out so it could help him release all his pain.

Yoongi covered his eyes with his hands. "The doctor told them I was severely injured and I needed surgery."

He sobbed. "When I opened my eyes again the doctor let me know that they both had passed away... I-i killed them..."

I stood up and went to go squat in front of him. I grabbed his hands in mine. "Look at me." I ordered him and he slowly did. "They aren't suffering anymore and they wouldn't want to see you like this. I don't think nobody would." I gave him a soft smile.

He sighed and said. "I caused you pain too."

I gave him a soft smile as I informed him. "I promised to listen to you and I am. I'll always be here no matter what. Even if you say you're 100% okay."

Yoongi looked down at my hands and said. "After, a year of therapy for my dislocated shoulder I still couldn't talk and I didn't want to. I stayed over there for about 10 years. I recently found out that the girl I broke up with had an accident the same day as me. She lost her parents that night too and her memory."

I furrowed my eyebrows.

"That girl was you." He ended it.