Chapter 33

Aretha laid on her bed. She had no energy and no desire to walk through the garden as usual. Even her books were left unattended on the small round table. She was confused with her own feelings. She did not understand the fluctuation in her emotions. "Why did I feel this way? This… was weird" she mumbled in low voice.

She rose and sat on the bedside. She sighed. "That was incredibly immature of me. I should have not done that. Why would I lose control of my own emotion? It seems that the rational in me was still inadequate for me not to lose control of my own emotion."