Chapter 47

Every and each time it happened, he felt it was better to die. However, when he thought back, it was foolish to die for measly reason. His father once said, 'if you could not even withstand this, how can you protect your people? Stand up and stop giving yourself excuses!' Since then, whenever it happened, he would gritted his teeth and bear it by himself.

The heat in his body rose to the point it felt like he was being consumed by the raging flame. Every part of his body throbbed with pain. His vein felt like it would burst out from his skin. It was as if every part of his bone were cracking and distorted. It was as if something were gripping hard on his heart. It was as if thousand of sharp needles were prickling his tighten heart. His soul were screaming to get out from his body.