What is this life?

i feel frustrated and lonely every single morning with no enthusiasm to wake up, why is this happening to me These are the thoughts that Dr. Gabriel got every single day. she was a successful person , at least you can say that, and average looking not very beautiful but not ugly too. Feeling this hollowness in her heart was her constant thought. sometimes she thought of attaining great heights in her career and sometimes she just wanted to run away to hills where she can lead her slow life. why was she so lonely even though she had a caring husband and loving family. was she suffering from depression she thought. should I visit a therapist, should I go to psychiatrist or redo my education. many times she had a dream where she was trying to go to school but was unable to. she was really studious in her school but this dream oh god, what is happening ...

Maybe this is what depression is when you have no enthusiasm left in your mind to lift your body. Dr. was a very passionate person. Everything she did was done with loads of emotions in it, contrary to people around her who were always doing things by logic. She was just too optimistic ....