Nightmares

It was in the middle of the night. As I was leaving the convenience store ,after buying some mochi, a guy dressed in a lab coat jumped up behind me and started stabbing me in the back. My vision started fading. I was scared, scared to lose my life, scared to leave Kumi behind but I couldn't do anything. He continued stabbing me over and over again and again. My body wouldn't move, it wouldn't struggle even if I tried. It felt like my whole body wasn't listening to me like it was already giving up. I could no longer see the world, I was trapped in a dark void ever so growing but the stabbing wouldn't stop. It wouldn't stop, why doesn't it stop, why is it still going, why am i still alive, why, why, WHY!

I woke up. I was gasping like I was reaching for the tiniest amount of air. Panting and panting as sweat started flowing down my face, ever flowing like a waterfall. But before I could even try to think and process what I saw I felt something moist below. The moment I looked down my panicked face turned into nothing but utter embarrassment.

This wasn't new to me anymore, except for morning leaking of course. Ever since I was a kid I always had this nightmare, dying and couldn't do anything but suffer over and over again . While that doctor is always in my head, my dreams and everytime I see him it starts to turn into a nightmare that I could never forget. so when i was around 4 to 10 i always slept with my parents because I was scared of that doctor but ever since I was 11, my nightmares about that doctor were gone. So I started to be able to sleep by myself again, although it took a lot of time. However these few days it started coming back but this time it's even scarier. When I had it before, the pain was numb when I was dying in the nightmare and didn't hurt when I woke up. However things were really different this time, when the doctor came I was never prepared and the pain he cost hurt, it hurts, IT HURTS! Then when I woke up the pain wouldn't stop, it still hurts. It stings in the spots I got stabbed like I could feel he was still stabbing. I couldn't sleep, I didn't want to sleep, I didn't want to feel that pain again. I was scared.

The day of the field trip arrived, a lot of guys wanted to sit next to Kumi but as her secret boyfriend I got the seat first before anyone else, lucky me.

While on our way to the University I noticed that Chizuru is not coming with us so I asked Kumi

"Hey Kumi, is Chirzuru not coming with us?"

"Oh i heard that she was sick and couldn't make it to the field trip with us"

All of a sudden Kumi was glaring at me and giving a Jealous expression like she was pouting. Then she said

"Wow, since when did you get so interested in Chizuru? Cheating on me already? I never knew you were such a player, Daiki . I HATE YOU!" she continued whining while giving a jealous and annoyed expression

"N-No, it's not like that. I was just curious that's all"

After our conversation she didn't talk to me the whole ride

When we arrived, everyone was astounded by the view and how ginormous the University is, even Kumi was surprised. Everyone started taking pictures and some were even recording a video as a vlog to post on the internet. The teacher announced to everyone that each class needed to get in line. There were 40 to 50 students, as we explored the university. Kumi needed to use the restroom so I waited for her outside and happened to see Chizuru. She looked scared as if she was trying to hide from something. But I wasn't bothered or anything so I just ignored it and didn't tell Kumi. After exploring the university it's time for the main event of the whole trip visiting a famous scientist. We got in the lecture hall and I managed to get a seat next to Kumi. Everyone was feeling excited including me, but the moment he walked in my whole expression changed into horror. He looked exactly the same as the person that always killed me in my dream.