soul world

I somehow made my son Cain cooperate with me, if what he said is true then I must have lost my memories, because of this my personality changed, past makes us who we are today.

before I introduced him to Emmi who is a co-actor and currently taking care of eve daughter, he is an angel he looks so handsome and muscular I don't want her to get unconscious by his face.

I told him to transform into a little boy, he did, I know Emmi have a weakness for a baby boy, she will cuddle him since he might never have touched a girl now is the chance to teach my son how to live youth.

I take it home with me, I can see he wanted to see his little sister too, God's children are blessed with the knowledge that humans don't have, she will be very intelligent, it's not easy to summon shadow angels, right just after birth.

as we reach home, the moment she saw a cute boy, she hugged him, her breast touching him, his face was all red, he have a mind of angle that is why he gets in pure thought, it's normal he must have spent time to train so one day he can kill me one day.

she cuddle him, and after so long he was touched by my woman he doesn't know what to do, so as a responsible father I help to get out, after so much cuddling she want to do more.

Cain meet her new sister he was so excited and happy, and they both start to play like children, well this could be a perfect family, me as a father, Emmi as a mother, even as our daughter and at last Cain as our son.

this can not be possible, Cain sees Emmi as a woman and once Emmi sees him in angel form her sexual desire will turn on.

come to think of it I have a family in my past, I wonder what kind of man I was, I must be happy at times, I want to about myself but if I ask Cain things going to get uncomfortable for him.

on the other hand, my general looked depressed, he have a lover who was the youngest wife of God, but he doesn't tell me about her much, one thing he told me he must defeat god, God has captured her soul, he wants to free her, that was his mission, I promise him I will help him, but he has to patient.

in truth I can not help him, I so feel to fight against God, I don't know if Cain is my son, why I am so much weaker than him like he said once I attack heaven, so I must be so much powerful, where did all my power go.

I was so confused and it was getting late, Emmi sleep in my home, I want to sleep with my daughter so I sleep with her, Emmi and Cain slept in different rooms, Emmi was insisting that she want to sleep with Cain, and I can not let this happen, I love Emmi I don't want my biological son make my lover pregnant.

I can see in Cain's eyes he was nervous when Emmi proposed the idea to sleep with her, he might have desired to sleep with her, he must have been so lonely all those years, but he still can not let have fun with my lover.

eves were happy to have me by her side, she looks tired she was listening to me.

I was talking like she understands me, I ask her what kind of person I was in my past, and I tell her I want to meet her mother, I promise her that she going to meet with her mother someday.

I felt wrong about giving all my affection to my daughter, I say harsh words to Cain like I don't like him, but I like Eves more.

if I think about it, he might have some hope inside his heart, someday I will talk to him like his father or like I used to talk to him.

when eves fall asleep, I went to his room, I tried to make no noise, I want to know what kind of person he is, when I peak inside his room his eyes are numb like he stopping his tears to fall, he senses my energy.

I go inside his room, I know I am not that good with children but still I tried to talk to him, I take the chain and sit near him.

I start a conversation, I said look at the moon it looks beautiful, the day moon was beautiful, it was a full moon, that colour the of the moon was blue

he didn't say anything.

I see you crying why are you crying, I know there are many reasons for you to cry, but can you tell me one reason that hurt you the most?

he told me, he spend many years to take revenge on me, he thought he had wasted his life on me, he got hurt when he got to know I don't have memories, that person he thought was the villain in his life and cause of his sad was just a victim of god, now he doesn't understand what to do.

I told him "Look, son, you might have felt like you have wasted your life but that pain and suffering make you stronger, you must be thinking you have lost your purpose but you still have people to protect your mother and your sister, you are a man your responsibility doesn't end here, you have protected your future wife and kid, I know son after I am gone who have. suffered too much, don't forget that pain, it makes you who you are today, and angle who is stronger enough to surpass Lucifer who once almost kill god, after all, you are son, because you are against me I lose, that true the reason I lost the battle because I don't have you on my side"

I don't know what I was saying I was like a voice inside my body taking over my body, after that I leave his room, I don't understand what happening .