Atrocious words

The diary of Si Jian : Entry 3

Dairy,

Dear Diary,

It's complicated and connected,whatever is going on. I'm crying and I can't control my tears, what's this suffocating feeling ?

It is really scary day. Mamma and dad are having big fight, and it is about something really serious. They're usually such a loving couple, and I've never seen them argue like this before.

Mom and Dad have always been so focused on their work, but today, it got really complicated.

It started when Mom came home from work looking really upset. She told Dad that she had been investigating some drug dealers in her cases, and she had uncovered something that was making her really worried. She said it might involve some people with really dangerous connections, like the mafia or something.

Dad seemed really surprised and worried too. They started arguing, and their voices got louder and scarier. I'm hiding in my room, but I can still hear them yelling at each other. It is like they are accusing each other of something and I know it's all related to what I'm investigating about my hands are almost falling off my arm as I'm writing this. I didn't have time to share this before but Uncle died. Yesterday I came back from Grandparents house,there was a funeral. We gathered to say goodbye to my uncle at his funeral, and it was heartbreaking. I can hardly put into words how I feel right now.

Uncle's passing was so sudden and tragic. He died due to strangulation and drowning, and it's just so hard to accept that he's gone. I never thought I'd have to attend a funeral for someone so close to me, and it's been really tough to process. I have seen a body in the pool at my house before and I don't know why I keep thinking it was uncle

The atmosphere at the funeral was heavy with grief. Tears were flowing freely, and everyone wore somber expressions. Friends and family came from near and far to pay their respects, and it was clear how much was loved and cherished by everyone who knew him.

The service itself was filled with heartfelt eulogies and memories of the good times we shared with him. I couldn't help but cry as I listened to the stories and remembered all the special moments we had together. It's so difficult to imagine life without him.

Seeing my family, especially my parents and grandparents, so devastated was incredibly tough. We're all trying to support each other through this pain, but it's hard when we're all hurting so much.

Mom is shouting at dad that he was too lenient in his judgments, and Dad said Mom was taking too many risks with her judgements and investigation.

I could tell that whatever they were talking about is really serious and dangerous. I've never seen them so upset with each other. I hope they can work things out because I don't want them to be mad at each other like this.

I'm really scared about what they were arguing about, Diary. I hope things get better soon.

All I know that uncle's death and that body I saw and this whole drug and mafia thing is connected because I feel it is and dad was mentioning before to mother that he was threatened.

Name of the person: Yeong Minho

Profession: Mafia and drug King

Analysis :

Mom is against dad because he is supporting Yeong Minho. As if it's a complicated trap that is forcing dad to work with and help Yeong Minho.

Yeong Minho has killed dad's brother, dad himself said it in the argument

The argument has now stopped, I can't step out right now. My legs are shaking and so is my soul. I will keep on carrying this investigation on now that I know that Yeong Minho is the one who killed and he is the one forcing my dad and mamma.

Huan Jing sat alone in his room, his heart pounding as he read Si Jian's diary. He had a terrible feeling, a gnawing sense that something was terribly wrong. As he read the words on the page, his eyes widened in shock, and his hands trembled.

Si Jian's diary revealed a horrifying truth - her uncle had been killed by someone named Yeong Minho, a mafia and drug king. Huan Jing's breath caught in his throat as he read those words over and over, unable to believe what he was seeing.

"No, this can't be true," he muttered to himself, trying desperately to convince himself that it was a terrible coincidence. His father's name was also Yeong Minho, and he had always been involved in shady dealings. But Huan Jing had never allowed himself to believe that Si Jian could be his father's victim or Si Jian's father or family could be his own father's victim.

He read the diary entry again, searching for any evidence that it might be a mistake, a different Yeong Minho. But there was no doubt. The details described in Si Jian's diary were chillingly similar to what he knew about his father's criminal activities.

Huan Jing's world began to crumble around him as he realized the horrifying truth. Tears welled up in his eyes as he tried to come to terms with this devastating revelation.

In his heart, he knew he couldn't deny the evidence any longer. The diary didn't support his delusion; it shattered it into a million pieces. The weight of the truth pressed down on him. Either way, his world would never be the same again.

As Huan Jing sat in his room, grappling with the shocking revelation about his father's dark past, he couldn't help but analyze the situation. A part of him desperately wanted to believe that Si Jian might be trying to take revenge on his family, that she was just trying to hurt him because of their growing friendship. He wanted to view her as an enemy, a threat that needed to be kept at bay.

But as he reflected on their time together, the moments they had shared, and the kindness she had shown him, he couldn't ignore the truth that had taken root in his heart. He had started to care for Si Jian, more than he ever thought possible. Her presence had brought warmth and light into his life, and he couldn't just dismiss her as an adversary.

Huan Jing realized that love had found its way into his heart, despite the chaos and darkness that had descended upon his world. He had grown to love Si Jian, not just as a friend but as someone who had touched his soul in a way he couldn't explain. And that love, he understood, was stronger than any doubts or suspicions he might have.

Torn between his loyalty to his family and his feelings for Si Jian, Huan Jing knew he had a difficult path ahead. He couldn't ignore the truth, and he couldn't pretend that his newfound feelings didn't exist. He was faced with a choice, one that would define his future - to confront the darkness of his family's secrets or to stand by Si Jian's side, even if it meant defying everything he had ever known.

As he looked out the window, his heart heavy with conflicting emotions, he knew that whatever he decided, his life would never be the same again. Si Jian had become a part of his world, and he couldn't imagine letting her go.