after getting my wish granted I blacked out. I became conscious after sometime but wasn't able to feel my body, if felt like I am submerged completely in some viscous liquid. I don't have any bodily sense. this undeveloped body can't carry my conscious properly. I should sleep let's leave everything to chaos and order.
I felt like I am being carried out by 2 soft hands. then I heard a charming female voice "Ela Amberheart is your name little one. I, Perenelle may not have carried you in my womb for 9 months but you will always be my dearest. you are the reason that I am willing to live afterall for the world I am already dead. so I will treasure you."
hearing these words I got some answers but also many questions. 'who are my parents and where are they?, what is she talking about?' I opened my eyes slowly and after focusing a bit saw a beautiful woman in her early 30's. she had glossy black hair, a pair of red eyes comparable to shining ruby, that gentle but doting smile, slightly pale but healthy skin tone and a firm above average sized bust. and I felt like I am safe in her arms. as i look around it looks like I am in a ritual room that explains not being born from womb. I have a mild headache seems like my problem from last life came with me here. being just born I can't do anything other then meditation and planning.
time skip 1 year
it's been a year since was born in this world. nothing much changed in this time period, I am still a baby but I have achieved my goal and some extra. seems like I underestimated my intelligence and the effect of living with guru ma on Himalayas.
Today I think I will complete my efficiency and emotional aspect of my occlumency training, I have not made my defense but I have arranged my memories from my last life and this life. for this purpose I have made an auto updating virtual headset in my mind which has the option of recall(1st person) or re-live (3rd person) the memories. it is auto updating and will only work after testing my energy signature that is unique to me( perk of being a singularity).
I am also making 9 A.I.s in my mind for parallel thought processing and thinking. I will search for clone making knowledge it will come handy. I have dedicated one of my A.I. to control my emotions (only when I want it to) because I have read that emotions play a vital role in magic and I don't want to hamper my positive feeling so whenever I start to have negative feelings the A.I. can take control over it with my permission. the good side effect of this is I learnt to observe emotions and it made me somewhat of an (Empath).
so now I am an Empath. moreover I felt my magic and my soul. and I think I know the reasons. after living without magic in my last life I could feel magic better in this life. and being in the soul form in front of gods I also felt how souls feel. whatever, today is my 1st birthday and Perenelle has again taken me to the place I was born, the ritual chamber. there are some weird animals chained and some animal body parts also.
from her muttering I think this ritual is to make me a metamorphmagus. but I already have a theory that by controlling my magic in my body I can change it to be like metamorphmagus. its just another form of self transfiguration. it is just that it will need very fine control and powerfull intent for it. Perenelle placed me in the centre of the circle. after the weird chant I started to feel magic flow through me. it seems it makes my body to change easily and my magic to be in better control. now I understand why Tonks was able to be recruited as an Auror by Moody.
just when I thought that it has been done, I again felt a new wave of magic but it's destination this time seems to be my eyes. oh shit, it is painful and I think I am loosing consciousness. no I want to feel it, can't faint right now. and as I persist through the pain I felt a change. the world seems more colourful and I can see tiny tiny creatures floating around me and Perenelle , who apparently can't see them. and then it was too much for my baby body and I fainted.
when I opened my eyes again it stung , u can't fault me it's just too colourful. and I felt my body continuously shifting between different forms. I tried to control my magic more consciously and then the change stopped, I think I will have another A.I. of mine busy from now on. I mentally pat my back for that decision.
now that I can change my body, I think it's time to talk to Perenelle. so here it goes. I changed my vocal cords to be more developed and said
" Perenelle, please put me on the bed I have something to show." shit, she nearly dropped me hearing me speak. " don't drop, it's me Ela, please put me on the bed, no, not the crib, on the bed." after she placed me on the bed I changed my body to be just like it was before my death. she was in disbelief looking at me and oh she looked so cute like this. and i just did what I felt, I hugged her tightly, her body stiffened for a moment but then she relaxed and hugged me back saying" it's good to see you are okay"
I explained to her everything, she was alarmed hering about dark particles, gods, my rebirth and everything but I just kept hugging her and told her everything in brief. she relaxed seeing me care for her. but I can see that she has not properly rested and tired. so I just took her with me to her bed ,made her lay down, and hugged her. " sleep, sleep well cause everything is okay and you can tell me everything after you have property rested." and we slept together hugging each other.