102. Heartbroken

"I failed you, Suyin. I am a loser; I can't protect the one I love. Ling Haoru, how can you be a sore loser like this??"He screamed, banging his palms on his head. He rolled on the ground painfully, and a heavy downpour came on him.

'How does the bittersweet truth keep pulling me away from you?

Why is it so hard to fight for the one you love?

Baby, I thought it was very easy to hold onto you.

I keep failing to protect you from the cruel world.

I want to know how you feel about me, dear.

No one has the right to lead our pathway for us.

But what if I can't rewrite our love?

What if I can't make our dreams come true?

Will you blame me for my incompetence?

How bittersweet the truth about love is...'

He closed his eyes and breathed slowly, tears flowing from his eyes. His breath hitched drastically until he fell unconscious.

                   ...........

In Lixin's penthouse.