Reincarnated into Abyss (The Prologue)

Darkness... Darkness surrounded me...

I tried to breathe, i tried to move but it's all in vain, i tried and tried again but still nothing happened

' is this death?, am i dead?, hel..p me...'

Everything in my life flashes before me, i feel cold and hungry but at the same time i feel safe and satisfied but still....

'if only i had one more chance, i wanted to life my life fully' i plead

Then suddenly i can see a dim faint of light in front of me and it's getting closer... closer and suddenly it's getting bright

'Owooohhggh, hoeek,haaaa..... haaaa...'

I finally woke up, it felt liked i was drowning, drown in a very deep waters, and suddenly someone pulled me up to the surface

I saw my saliva and snot becoming puddle at the floor, i tried to calm down to slow my heartbeat because i still feel choking in my throat like there's something on my neck

I grabbed my neck and i feel a coarse feeling, it wasn't something that i expected, i can't be wrong, it was a noose made from a sturdy rope

'what the fuck is this?, when... when did i do this?'

It was clear as a day what was i... doing, i tried to kill myself by hanging, i immediately removed the noose around my neck, and looked around, it seems the noose connected to some hanger and the hanger thankfully made in poor quality, broke and saved my life

It seems this place is a dimly light one bedroom apartment, a very cheap one as i see filth and dirty walls also a very thin futon at the corner of this small room

' Where am i? I don't remember i ever lived in a place like this'

I looked at my hands and instantly knew there's something wrong, the hands was smaller and thinner than my usual hands

'These hands, this room it's not mine'

I immediately ran to see a nearby mirror, thankfully i found one on the desk opposite of the futon, i saw myself, and absolutely sure that no it's not me

' What the fuck.... What the helll.... I knew this guy, but no... It's not possible'

' This guy.... is Takashima Katsuo '

Then i shouted with all my might

'WHY THE FUCK I'M REINCARNATED IN NTR MANGA?!'

After i calmed down i sat in the futon and tried to gather all the information i had, my head still feels fuzzy

My name is John Dunham, I'm an average american man lived in Chicago, Illinois, I'm 27 years old and worked as an interstate truck driver, after i graduated from law school, i worked as truck driver to cover my student debt during my college days, because law firm internship paid next to nothing, i really enjoyed it and continued being a truck driver until now

I'm not a hardcore otaku or anything but i do enjoyed watching animes and reading mangas and light novels or playing video games during my off time or whenever the logistics guys are doing the loading to my truck, my favorite genres are action fantasy especially isekai genre

Well sometimes a man have his need especially me who works in the road alone, i generally enjoyed reading hentai manga and watching hentai animes whenever you know.. Ummm, not that i dislike the regular porn but it's just my preference, and God knows i ain't paying shit to those onlyfans girls

So one day i was recommended by the algorithm this hentai manga called ' Let's go NTR hero', usually whenever i saw NTR on the title i steer clear because i prefer vanilla stuff and rapey thing doesn't sit well with me, but the art is so good and the sex scenes are hot enough to get my attention and interest

It's a story about a boy named Takashima Katsuo an average run of the mill slice of life protagonist meek and good natured man with average face, average grade, and no particular skills but helpful and honest, who got cucked by his ex best friend Kawabata Kiichiro a tall and handsome man with lean and athletic build like those mma fighter, he also have a natural blond hair and blue eyes because his grandpa is half swedish or some shit, personality he is manipulative, cunning, and maintain this perfect prince persona in the school, i swear this guy is like a create-a-player in NBA 2K when you slide all the parameters and attribute to the max

'That motherfucker is not real ' i grumbled

The story goes like this Kiichiro is a transfer student in Nagoya minami high-school where Katsuo also study, at first kiichiro becomes katsuo best friend because they share interest in baseball and plastic robot model, then some times after that kiichiro also gets close to katsuo girlfriend Shimada Akemi, then Akemi's friend and Katsuo best friend Sugawara Rei

In the beginning it was like the usual 4 way friendship like slice of life manga, then it goes downhill from there after...

Kiichiro subtly begin to spread seeds of conflict to both Katsuo and Akemi to the point of them having a fight and doesn't talk to each other for 2 days, then Kiichiro orders one of his fangirls to seduce katsuo, even though katsuo declined Kiichiro got a very incriminating photo of Katsuo getting a hug from another girl, and send it to Akemi

Akemi was furious she asked kiichiro to have a pretend date with him to make Katsuo jealous, kichiiro accepts and they have a date, Akemi even though furious still loved katsuo, falls to the charm and seducing of Kiichiro during the date, goes to a love hotel with him and fucked till morning, and completely fallen for Kiichiro, it was the beginning of a nightmare

Next day Katsuo is horrified to see Akemi and Kiichiro being lovey dovey, confronts them, but kiichiro already spread gossip that katsuo is a cheater and he is only helping Akemi gets a better man, Katsuo then bullied and hated by the entire school

Fortunately Sugawara Rei, Kiichiro best friend still believed in katsuo, comforts him and then kissed him and confessing that, she's been in love with him for a long time, and backs down because she saw katsuo is happy with akemi,

So Rei goes to kiichiro place and tried to talk to him to make peace with katsuo,

Kiichiro accepts and he invited her to talk to his place while akemi is there too, alas too bad Rei also falls to the charm and sweet talk of kiichiro and get fucked by him there.

Next day kiichiro calls katsuo and taunts him with video of him having threesome with akemi and rei, so Katsuo rans away from school, and goes to Akemi house to tell her mother what really happened in school, Shimada Hana, Akemi's mom is close with Katsuo, after all Akemi is his childhood sweetheart, after hearing what katsuo has to say, Hana looked at him at the eyes and speak to him

' Ara ~ so is this what you want to fuss about, i don't mind him, after all i am also one of his girlfriend' with a sinister smile,

'Triple kill... I muttered'

It's over, Akemi's mom also falls to him

Katsuo, traumatized then locked himself in a room, concerned with what happened to her brother, Takashima Harumi, katsuo big sister goes to school and confront Kiichiro, but as the usual the ever creative NTR manga author makes Harumi also falls for him, Katsuo then seeing her sister home with also sinister smile in her face, rans away to her room and locked himself for a month.

After a month of depressing himself in a room, akemi send a message to him, to invite him to talk because she's worried, Katsuo feels hope in his heart goes to Akemi's house only to finds akemi in her room invited him to sit down then plays a video a of Kiichiro fucking her, rei, her mother, and katsuo sister, feeling enraged he tries to attack akemi only for akemi to scream and Kiichiro showed up like a hero and beat the shit out of Katsuo

The incident ends up with katsuo branded as a rapist, getting expelled at school and disowned by his family, sent to God knows where cheap apartment to rot and die, Katsuo unable to cope with what happened killed himself

'Or so i thought because apparently I'm still here'

In the manga katsuo supposed to die at the end chapter 1 exactly in this place

'But why I'm still alive? , probably because I'm an anomaly in this story'

I gets up and then looked around at the books and calendar

'It's in Japanese, but somehow i understand, all right now, what should i do?'

I was asking my self what is the purpose of me being reincarnated as the cucked mc of NTR manga, why can't i reincarnated into fantasy setting with a sexy dark skinned elves, and blonde knights

'ahh this is worse than my last life.... And i lived in Chicago'

Suddenly i felt pain in my chest, a lot of strange memories that i never saw in manga,resentment,anger,sadness, i feel all of it entering me

'Arrrghhhhh.... Kat.. Suo... Is this you?'

it stopped and i feel all the spectrum of negative emotions, the pain, the bitterness, the anger, the rage and the need the need for Vengeance

'I understand now... Thank you... Katsuo... You're the one who called me here, you... gave me one more chance'

Then strangely i felt relief

'Okay katsuo, thank you for believing in me, I'll carry all of your feelings and memories with me, i promise you i will make him pay my friend, you can rest now'

I know that I'm not a perfect man nor a good upstanding citizen but if at least i can fullfill my promise with katsuo, I'm satisfied

as for now i can't do shit because i don't have any resources, skills, nor ability to enact my revenge, but i just knew where to start

'Hehehehe, just wait kiichiro you bastard, you and you hold dear, i will destroy it'

'I will make you regret ever been born, it won't be a fight it will be a massacre'

And with that i opened the door of my apartment to start my plan for revenge....