Her heart was in turmoil, and she felt lost and helpless.
She also had a sense of guilt for betraying Ashton Heath, feeling that she owed him an apology.
How could she fall in love with another man?
Ashton Heath treated her so well; if she fell for someone else, she would be too much.
But she's not such a terrible woman!
She didn't think she had fallen for Gary White.
Looking at Gary White, she felt no flutter in her heart.
How could it be love without her heart being moved?
But if there is no affection, how could one explain her thoughts just now?
For a moment, Joanna Lawrence was entangled in various knots and blockages in her heart.
At one moment, she felt she might have some feelings for Gary White, but at the next, she thought she didn't.
For a moment, she felt she owed Ashton Heath an apology. At the next moment, she felt that her love belonged to only Ashton, and she couldn't possibly betray him.