18. Secret

As soon as Adrian saw Shaga the next day while they were at school, it took him a few minutes to realize that he was looking at Shaga with admiration painted on his face. His heart beat quickly and felt that the sound of the beating had reached his ears, today it is in Adrian's view that there is something utterly different from Shaga. However, Adrian is not sure what it is about, only that Adrian finds it very difficult to take his eyes off that Omega.

Adrian was still standing from a distance watching how Shaga began to chew his meat-filled sandwich in his hand in slow motion, amber eyes staring straight ahead boredly, his eyebrows still rising as if everyone was his bully. Adrian suddenly wanted to see Shaga's smile.

The lips never curved upwards, for a while it didn't matter that while Shaga didn't show his smile to others Adrian was fine. There is a lifetime to see him because Shaga is already his. All Omegas who have been attached to an Alpha will submit to their partner, even if their partner asks them not to exist then without a doubt they will do so and that becomes Adrian's biggest fear. If someone bonded with Shaga before Adrian could do it, Adrian no longer knew what he would do.

Adrian immediately stiffened when the person he had been staring at since just now suddenly turned his head to Andrian, Adrian subconsciously held his breath when their eyes met. It didn't take much time for Adrian to think, he immediately stepped closer to the man he loved and hugged him tightly. It's as refreshing as breathing in the middle of a forest.

He doesn't have to worry about Shaga's rejection anymore when this man in his arms has now become him.

"Shaga, I miss you," Adrian said solemnly, he let go of Shaga's embrace and then sat next to him, he couldn't let go of looking at Shaga who actually turned his face away with a permanent sullen look there.

"Please don't be shameless here, you were only a few minutes ago," Shaga said he still didn't want to see Adrian.

Adrian's lips curled up and then said, "Let's move back and start doing shameless things."

"You... It's not funny."

Adrian knew Shaga still hadn't accepted him, it dawned on him once again that his efforts still had to go on. Adrian chose silence, he was a little disappointed that Shaga hid his pheromone, but on the other hand it also became good because no one else could smell Shaga's pheromone.

"Say something, don't make me feel guilty," Shaga said next to him, which instantly made Adrian turn to him.

Adrian wanted to test something, whether it really had any effect on Shaga who had a hard temper without wavering. "If I told you to kiss me now, would you do it?"

He looked at Shaga who closed his eyes for a moment, and then the eyelashes fluttered open again. "Is it an order?"

Adrian nodded, feeling Shaga's gaze from the corner of his eye. He turned his face away, only to get a brief and quick peck from Shaga it caused Adrian to stiffen in shock. He saw Shaga who still didn't want to see Adrian, The red color began to crawl from his neck, spreading to the ears, almost making his hair red. Adrian became bolder and bolder. "Kiss me on the lips."

Shaga's head jerked towards him. "You are taking advantage of me. There are people everywhere, you crazy."

Although Shaga said that, he moved quickly, snatched Adrian's lips with his lips, and then sat back uncomfortably. It was terrible. How great an influence their bond can have on Shaga and add obedience to it.

Adrian's heartbeat accelerated even more, hoping that Shaga hadn't heard it. "Shaga, it's terrible. What if someone else makes a mark on you? I'm probably going crazy."

Shaga seemed to be about to say something, but he finally closed his mouth. Adrian shifted closer, he put his arm on Shaga's shoulder to make them tighter. This is very gratifying, touching Shaga instantly made Adrian's mind almost explode with pleasure. "Shaga, I also want you to feel what I feel now."

"You ruined your future by biting me." Although the words Shaga said sounded very low, Adrian could still hear next to him.

"No, you saved him," Adrian said earnestly, but he stopped their conversation about it and Shaga would probably think it was just a breeze.

Shaga sighed next to him. "Whatever good you try to make, it doesn't make me forget about the evil you've done to me."

Really. It's all true.

***

"Come to my place."

Shaga felt like hitting the person's head as hard as possible. Adrian took advantage of Shaga's helplessness to rule him this and that. He knew with the black-haired man's foul intentions, what they were going to do there. However, Shaga couldn't refuse it, more precisely his Omega couldn't refuse it. Obedience to Alpha who has bitten him tortures Shaga, there is no more freedom in his life all depends on him and slowly Shaga hates him, but even he can't do that either. Shaga wanted to avoid falling into the wrong place again.

Shaga slowly opened the door of the house, he opened his shoes and put them in place. Instantly his brows furrowed when he found that his mother's shoes had also been perched there, It was daytime, unlike his mother had usually come home from work. Shaga starts walking through the house and finds that his mother has been at the dinner table with small papers in front of him.

"Mother, it's uncharacteristic that you go home quickly."

Shaga felt the difference in the aggravating atmosphere began to put pressure on him, especially when his mother did not respond to what Shaga said. He crushed his pants briefly and then immediately sat down on the chair in front of his mother when he knew that something was wrong there. "Mother, what's the matter?"

"Where did all the money to pay for this, Shaga?" His mother's tired eyes rose looking at Shaga, there was disappointment there and Shaga thought that his mother already knew.

The person Shaga loved the most sat across from him and Shaga really couldn't lie to his mother. "It was Adrian who gave it to me."

"He can't possibly give it away, Shaga. In return what did he ask for?" His mother's voice trembled, and Shaga's eyes lowered not daring to look. He was embarrassed to answer, his heart was already broken to see his mother who was angry and also disappointed because of Shaga's stupidity like this.

There was a long pause between them, the suffocating atmosphere made it difficult for Shaga to even catch his breath. He had thought that his mother had known almost everything.

"I don't mind your choice to be an Omega, but not to lower your self-esteem like this, Shaga," said his mother weakly while covering her face. Shaga felt his eyes heat up, he couldn't see his mother crying let alone it was because of him. He had promised his father that he would take good care of his mother. However, Shaga has disappointed him. Only his mother became his only family for Shaga. How could he do such a stupid thing?

"It turns out that during this time, Mom educated you wrong. Mom can't watch you well."

"No, Mom is innocent. I'm the guilty one. I'm sorry."

Shaga no longer knows what to say, his guilt is too great, he has made his mother ashamed, and also feels that he failed in educating him.

"Shaga, pack your things soon. We move out of here."

Shaga gasped at his mother's sudden words. "Move? What about my school, Mom?"

What about my bond with Adrian? Shaga continued in his turbulent heart rebelling against his mother's decision.

"We're going to find another place far away from here, Mom doesn't want anything bad to happen to you." Similar eyes of his looked at Shaga, there was fear and anxiety there that Shaga could not understand about his sudden move.

"Mother, but why the hurry?"

His mother came to Shaga's front holding his arm tightly, Shaga squeezed his mother's palm gently even though the anxiety also spread to hug Shaga tighter. "Shaga, Mom knows this must be his plan. He must want to hurt you."

Shaga's eyebrows almost converged in confusion. "Adrian won't harm me, Mom."

"No, it's not. His brother must be planning something."

Hearing his mother suddenly offend Garvin, Shaga felt his chest rumble with possibilities he hadn't even had time to guess as his mother returned to talking breaking Shaga's mind.

"His brother, Garvin. Have killed your father."