Chapter 140: James Anderson only likes Helen Blair

But how could she tell him all this? And how could she make him understand?

Helen felt terrible inside. She longed for James's support and understanding, but she couldn't bring herself to tell him everything. Not only because he wouldn't believe the truth about her rebirth, but also because... because...

How could she tell him about those dark parts of her past, the ones she couldn't even face herself? She didn't want him to know.

And not knowing allowed her to pretend it never happened when they were together, but once he knew, she would be forced to confront it constantly.

She really didn't want to talk about it.

"Brother James, give me some time to think about it. You're not me; you won't understand my feelings," Helen covered her face, "I'm not as generous as you think - I can't stand seeing someone who harbors ill intentions towards me being healthy and happy..."