desperate

Amaterasu is currently sitting on her balcony, watching the events unfold. While she could go and help them, she knew it was important for her people to experience this kind of thing because she couldn't do it for them forever. She could better supervise now and not let an inexperienced bunch do the protecting and rescuing in the future when it matters more.

At the end of the crack where the red goblins came through, she also felt a powerful presence, so she was on guard for that. There was another golden lining to the rounds that were above the cracks. They weren't just waves in video games but more like an indicator of how strong a monster could go through something like that. For example, the red goblin fell so hard from the quality their ancestors used to that they were regarded as ungraded and let through the portal.

The universe itself grades these monsters and groups, so you have to imagine that they are stronger than the average adult male at level one. If someone was trained, they could easily care for the goblins themselves, but that was just for the trained people. Others face far worse fates if they try what they do. 

I am now checking if I can scout the place beyond the portal and report my findings to my husband, but my powers are blocked after a certain point. I decided to shift my focus back to this planet.

Though this planet is low-level, it has many anomalies, and my husband is one of them. Even though he got his power from a goddess, his original soul as a god still exists; he has to inherit it, but that is automatically when he ascends to godhood. 

I'll focus on supporting him both in body and mind, especially the body, because I can't live without him anymore. Damn, I am wet again Just thinking about it. Let it be for now. I will ask him if he wants to be satisfied later.

I sent another scan worldwide, looking for candidates to be my saints. Despite belonging to my husband, he never limits me and always wants me to grow, so that is what I am going to do now. 

My husband has a whole cult of people that pray for him daily, but me and Kali and the other goddesses don't have a source like that anymore. So, with the suggestions of my husband and sisters, I decided to look for people that I would promote to my saintess. I have about three people who can be saints and fulfil the requirements. After looking good momentarily, I took one and made the other my priestesses.

One of the deciding factors was that my saintess would be away from my husband's influence. She is currently in a camp where there are only regular humans, so she is going to tell the woman there about me. While I don't have the magical connection that you feel when you connect with my husband, I have something else.

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'What am I going to do from now on? Do I have to sell my body? The people that are the strongest here are all men. They even killed one of those monsters, so what do I do? Even if I don't give myself, they will force me sooner or later. I know my own body, and while it isn't the most beautiful. My body isn't something that men would skip over. They would use me to fulfil their desires.'

A woman with green hair was sitting in a corner inside the camp with a blanket over her body. When she looked around, she saw that most of the people in charge were asleep, so she decided that now was the perfect time to converse some energy. She slowly closed her eyes and fell asleep, still in shock about the activities that were happening all of a sudden.

When she opened her eyes, she saw that she wasn't in the camp or the cold cave she had previously been in. She felt warm and welcomed, a feeling she hadn't felt in a long time. Looking around, she noticed that she was currently in an orange-yellow plain. It was like a room with the exact colours of the sun. It looked like she was walking in the sun, but it felt warm and pleasant to touch instead of the heat being too hot.

"That's because I called you here, dear."

She heard a warm voice and turned to look at the source of the sound. What she saw was a stunning light descending from above. When she was no longer floating and landed next to her, her true form was being revealed and wasn't hidden anymore behind the light.

She saw a beautiful woman, so beautiful that this beauty could only be one thing: a goddess.

"That's right, dear. I am a goddess."

It looks like this goddess goddess can read my mind. "What do you want to do with me, goddess?" While this situation was strange, she wasn't stupid. She knew that she was called here for a purpose, and she hoped that the purpose the goddess had a bit favourable for her.

"I would like you to become my saintess, dear. I want you to be the light of the world that is slowly falling into darkness.

Let me introduce myself before you make a decision. My name is Amaterasu, and I am the goddess of the sun and the goddess of light. I felt your desired cry for help, so here I am. If you accept me as your goddess, you will receive many benefits that will help you in your current situation."

The goddess greeted me courteously when she introduced herself, but I was still reeling in shock about what was happening. Only after she was finished talking did I come to. "Ye Yess, I would love to be your priestess." 

That sentence was blurted out of my mouth even before I had time to think about it.