Chapter 21 : Reality Isn't What It Seems

*Lila’s POV*

“You…you say you love me…it's a shame that I'm not sure how much I believe that.”

I couldn’t muster a different response. As much as I was in shock that he admitted it clearly and straightforward this time around, I realized in the moment, I couldn’t accept it. No matter how badly I wanted to.

Rafe looked destroyed at my response, and my heart broke but it was true. What he had done—keeping secrets from me, hiding things from me—is not something anyone in love would do.

And on top of that, if I was his mate, it made me wonder, did he love me for who I was, or only the idea of me? For all I knew, to him, I was the embodiment of a fantasy—an idea—that he had long desired. The only reason he ever even bothered to talk to me was because of a connection I didn’t even know existed.

The facts were that I wasn't perfect and I wasn't going to try to be. I wasn't a shifter. I was a reporter, not some creature who could take on Zara and win. I wouldn’t even stand a chance.