Episode 50

THE JESUS SLAY QUEENS

Episode 50

"Lord my heart cry!

Is to be more Holy

Lord my heart cry!"

Is to be like Jesus!

My heart cry!

Is to be more closer,

Lord my heart cry!

Is to be like thee,

Oh Lord!

Purify Lord purify,

Till I am made,

Purer than gold.

Purify Lord purify,

Till I am made,

Purer than gold."

I woke up to the sound of my alarm singing. I quickly sat up on the bed. It was cramps that greeted me good morning.

I winced in pain.

"Lord have mercy! Take these pains away!" I dragged myself to the edge of the bed and dropped my legs on the floor.

I exhaled!

"Okay!" I said to myself as I knew the next step to take was to stand up.

I knew sitting down to pray was a lie. I won't last long, I will end up sleeping. The only praying position I could use out of the 5 praying positions, was to stand.

But how could I stand with all these pains I'm feeling.

"Father please help me! You're the one who said I should pray without ceasing. Please come and help me now. Help me to pray! I don't have any strength left in me.

I stood up and was greeted by more pains. I groaned and mustered strength within me.

I laid my hand on my stomach.

"You cramps! Hear the word of the Lord. At the mention of the name of Jesus every knee must bow and every tongue must confess that Jesus is Lord.

By the authority in the name of Jesus! I command you to bow and get out this body in Jesus name! This body is not a temple of cramps. It is the temple of the Holy Ghost. So you're a thief here. And the first thing Jesus did when he entered the temple was to drive out all the illegal occupants.

So I drive you out in the mighty name of Jesus!"

I noticed a slight relief in my body. I was wowed.

"Yes! That's it Lord! Instant healing!" I said all smiles.

I started walking around the room as a sang worship songs to God. I noticed that as I sang, I began to feel the pains more stronger than when I woke up. I decided to ignore it.

"God has already healed me. I don't need to border myself fighting an already defeated devil. Satan you are a loser and you shall continue to lose. I replied and continued singing.

It was as if the devil got angry when I called him a loser. The pains got intensified to the point that I was holding my tommy as I walked around.

"Jesus!" I gasped as a drop of tears cascaded down my cheeks.

"Daddy please! I'm in pains. Please heal me! I beg you!"

It seems God was not interested in healing me.

"I command you cramps in the name of Jesus, get out!" I said authoritatively.

Somehow, the pain reduced, but immediately I started walking around the room singing, the pains became stronger.

"Jesus please! You're not powerless! Why are you making the devil look as if he is so powerful? I have given the command according to your word and instead of healing me, you're allowing the devil to act drama in my stomach.

Please heal me! That is what I want. I cannot observe this quiet time with all these pains in my stomach. I feel tired and weak.

"Can't you see the word of God is a scam? The knife that you used to stab you didn't kill you because the person who stabbed you did not stab you well. The cramps cannot go untill you go back to bed and sleep. If you lie down now to rest . You'll discover the pains will go down and you'll be able to put an end to all the nonsense you're experiencing," came the arrogant voice.

"But Elijah prayed for rain and he told his servant to go and check if there was any cloud in the sky. The guy went and came back to tell him there was no sign.

Elijah believing that God is faithful and will always keep his word, was so confident that he told the boy to go back and check it the second time. The guy came back with the same report. Elijah was not wavering in faith. He told the servant to go back again and check it.

The guy kept going and coming and Elijah continued sending him back, untill there was a result. The bible says pray untill your joy is complete so why should I go back to bed?

If Elijah kept praying until he got his answers, then why should I stop? No! I must continue asking until I get results. I will not stop until there an answer from heaven."

"That was for Elijah! The great man of God! The Apostle of fire! A man who ate angel's food twice and walked for 40 days and 40 nights to the mountain of God. Have you gone to the mountain of God before? Have you slept before and by the time you woke up, angels brought food all the way from heaven for you to eat?

You're comparing yourself with Elijah! I pity you! Elijah was a man who was so righteous that God carried him to heaven straight. Do you think you are close to God like Elijah?"

I sighed.

Maybe this cramps was God's way to punishing me for me past rebellious lifestyle. That means, God wants me to go through this pian as my punishment. No wonder! No matter how I pray, the cramps refuse to go.

Now I understand!.it's from God! This is God's way of punishing me for living in sin in the past.

3 John 1:2 Beloved, I wish above all things that thou mayest prosper and be in health, even as thy soul prospereth.

That was the scripture that popped up in my heart.

Hold on a second! How can God be reminding me that it is his will for me to have good health and at the same time tell me that it is my punishment?

Something is wrong here! Something is definitely wrong.

James 5:17. Elijah, for instance, was a human being just like us, prayed hard that it wouldn't rain, and it didn't, not a drop for three and a half years.

Verse 18. Then he prayed that it would rain, and it did. The showers came and everything started growing again.

That was the second scripture that popped up in my heart.

"God! So do you mean Elijah is not a superman! He's a human being like us?" I asked within me.

"NOT LIKE US! ELIJAH IS A HUMAN BEING LIKE YOU! HE IS 100 PERCENT LIKE YOU!" Came the gentle whisper with so much peace and love embed in it.

I realized I had been listening to the wrong personality.

"So it is not your will that I should be sick?"

"HOW WOULD I WANT YOU TO BE SICK AFTER SENDING JESUS TO DIE FOR YOUR GOOD HEALTH?"

"Haaa! But I have been commanding the spirit of disease to bow, and he has refused to bow."

"SAYS WHO?"

"I don't understand!"

"WHO TOLD YOU THE SPIRIT REFUSED TO BOW?"

"I'm still feeling the pains right now!'

"JULIET! THE JUST SHALL LIVE BY WHAT?"

"By faith!

"FOR WE WALK BY FAITH AND NOT BY WHAT?"

"Sight!" I answered.

"WHY ARE YOU WALKING BY SIGHT? SO BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T SEE THE RESULT PHYSICALLY THAT MADE YOU TO CONCLUDE THAT NOTHING HAPPENED RIGHT?"

"I'm sorry sir! I didn't know something happened. I was expecting the pains to vanish immediately. So when I didn't see it happening, I concluded it didn't happen. I'm so sorry!"

"JULIET, WHAT IS FAITH? DEFINE FAITH FOR ME?"

"Hebrews 11:1. Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.

We will be sure about the things that we hope for. We will be sure in our minds about things that we cannot even see," I answered.

"MANY CHRISTIANS TODAY DO NOT HAVE FAITH. WHAT THEY HAVE IS FACTS. I MEAN THEY WALK BY FACTS. THEY LIVE BY WHAT THEY CAN SEE. THEY LIVE BY FACTS. THEY PRAY CLOSING ONE EYE AND OPENING THE OTHER ONE TO CHECK IF WHAT THEY JUST PRAYED FOR HAS ARRIVED PHYSICALLY.

I MEAN THE BIBLE SAYS THAT THE JUST SHALL LIVE BY FAITH. FAITH IS THE ASSURANCE OF SOMETHING YOU ARE HOPING WOULD ARRIVE. I MEAN IT IS THE EVIDENCE OF SOMETHING YOU CANNOT SEE. YOU CANNOT SEE THE HEALING, YOU CANNOT SEE THE WEALTH, YET YOU ARE SO BOLD AND CONFIDENT IT WILL ARRIVE.

THAT'S THE REASON WHY MANY PORN AND MASTURBATION ADDICTS NEVER EXPERIENCE A LASTING FREEDOM. THEY ARE USED TO RISING AND FALLING INTO PORNOGRAPHY FROM TIME TO TIME, THAT EVEN WHEN YOU'RE TELLING THAT THAT GOD CAN KEEP THEM FROM FALLING. THEY WILL BE SAYING THINGS LIKE, 'ARE YOU SURE I WON'T FALL AGAIN?'

ASKING THAT QUESTION ALONE IS ENOUGH TO MAKE YOU FALL AGAIN. A LOT CHRISTIANS ARE LIKE THOMAS. I MUST SEE IT BEFORE I WILL BELIEVE IT. IF I DON'T SEE THE HEALING, THEN GOD DID NOT HEAL ME. IF I DON'T SEE THE MONEY GOD PROMISED TO SEND TO ME FOR MY SCHOOL FEES, THEN GOD HAS NOT DONE ANYTHING AT ALL.

I MUST SEE IT BEFORE I CAN BELIEVE IT. WHETHER JESUS IS ALIVE OR NOT, I DON'T KNOW. I MUST SEE HIM FIRST. I MUST PUT MY FINGER INSIDE THE NAIL PRINTS IN HIS PALMS BEFORE I WILL BELIEVE HE IS ALIVE. THAT'S THE KIND OF SO CALLED FAITH MANY CHRISTIANS CARRY.

SO WHEN YOU COMMANDED THE SICKNESS TO LEAVE, BECAUSE YOU STILL FELT OT PHYSICALLY, YOU CONCLUDED IT DIDN'T LEAVE.

WHAT DOES THE LORD'S PRAYER TEACHES YOU? CAN YOU RECITE THE LORD'S PRAYER?"

"Our father who art in heaven. Hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done on earth, as it is in heaven..."

"STOP THERE!" THY WILL BE DONE PHYSICALLY AS IT IS DONE IN THE SPIRIT REALM! THAT'S THE MEANING OF THAT PRAYER.

"Wow!" I exclaimed.

"AS FAR AS THE SPIRIT REALM IS CONCERNED, WHAT GOD WANTS TO HAPPEN HAS HAPPENED.

IT'S JUST LIKE THE CASE WITH DANIEL. HE ASKED GOD TO SEND HIM AN ANGEL AND IMMEDIATELY HE ASKED, GOD SENT THE ANGEL. BUT A DEMON WITHSTOOD THE ANGEL AND STOPPED THE ANGEL FROM APPEARING PHYSICALLY.

SO AS LONG AS GOD WAS CONCERNED, THE ANGEL HAD ALREADY BEEN SENT. IT WAS NOW LEFT FOR MAN TO PERSIST IN PRAYERS UNTIL WHAT GIDT HAS SENT TO MANIFEST PHYSICALLY.

THAT'S HOW THE SPIRIT REALM OPERATES. SO GOD'S WORD SAYS YOU ARE HEALED. GOD'S WORD SAYS TO THAT PORN ADDICT THAT YOU ARE THE RIGHTEOUSNESS OF GOD. ME? A PORN ADDICT? YES!

GO AND PRAY LIKE ELIJAH. PRAY AND PRAY AND PRAY UNTIL YOU SEE THE RESULTS IN THE PHYSICAL REALM."

"Wow! Thank you Jesus!"

"SO ARE YOU HEALED?"

I tried to check if I was still feeling the pains so I can answer God.

"NO! THAT'S NOT HOW TO ANSWER. YOU'RE STILL LIKE THOMAS. YOU DON'T USE PHYSICAL RESULTS TO CONFIRM WHAT GOD HAS SPOKEN.

ARE YOU HEALED?"

"Yes I am healed! I have been delivered from sickness. I walk by faith. This pain is a liar! Jesus paid it all. I refuse to be decieved by this pain I am feeling right now. Faith is the assurance of the healing I am hoping to receive from God. And faith is the evidence of the healing I'm going to receive, even when I have not seen the healing happening physically.

I believe!"

"BE IT UNTO YOU ACCORDING TO YOUR FAITH!"

"Amen!" I replied.

It was like a dream. Gradually, I noticed the pain fading away slowly. I was just wondering if I was not decieving myself or something. In a few seconds, I shook my body to be sure I wasn't playing a mind prank. I felt nothing.

I took hurried steps from one end of the room and then to the other end. The pains I usually felt while walking was gone. I leapt, to confirm if I could jump without feeling pains. I felt nothing.

"Haa! Just like that?"

"YOU THINK I'M POWERLESS ABI?"

"Jesus!" I squealed and quickly covered my mouth.

"Thank you so much!" I said as tears prickled my eyes.

To be continued.....

Many of us today are like Thomas!

Bro! I have prayed and prayed! It's not working! Do you know the prayers I have prayed?

I'm tired of praying, this problem is not going."

There's something I was told

"Quiters will never win and winners are not quiters."

"Quiters never win and winners never quit" That's the right way to put it.

Do you have the guts to believe God even when there is no physical evidence to prove it?

Abraham was 99 years old and doesn't have a son. God appeared to him and was busy changing his name from Abram, meaning 'father', to Abraham, meaning, 'Father of many nations.'

And the man is yet to have a son. How can you be calling a man without a son father of many nations? Isn't that ridiculous?

No wonder till today, we call Abraham the father of faith. He believed God so badly! No physical evidence, yet, I believe!

Sarah is now an old woman, I still believe!

She has passed the age of child bearing, yet I still believe.

You are not an old man, you may not have the strength to get her pregnant, yet, I still believe God.

That kind of faith! Nothing to show, yet, I believe I have received my miracle.

This message is for someone.