The Viewer Within

???:".....i...the one who is in the darkness....only i...i....i saw everything....i know what's gonna happen....and i can't change it....no i can't.....no i can't,i never did something right,i don't even know if that's good or not,never did something right...and everyone is left..."

It is very obvious that it would happen,trying to change something means failing,so is doing something,so i guess that it's me....they say that if your beginning wasn't that good,the rest wouldn't get any better.

call me Eyen,The Eyen,I'll be here to tell you my own story,how i reached this point,starting from the point i want,the way i want,you will know what i want you to know,accuracy.....shall we?

My story begins when I was minding my own business like anyone else,i have my own problems,responsibilities,all i want is to feel satisfied for once without doing anything wrong,i was in a realm outside what i call it *The Stories*,a lower place where all the fun is,where humans exist,such pathetic creatures,such an amazing creatures.

i went down,but first i stopped to meet someone i need to do this job,even that he's noisy,sometimes childish,but he's the best i have,i was in The Eyen Realm,where he is,a beautiful realm,it was like a blue sparkling clouds moving,i floated in and snapped my fingers,and i called:"Kid!kiddo!Stop hiding!"

he thinks that i wouldn't know he's playing,he'll never grow,i yelled on him:"Yeah better show up right now before i decided that loneliness is fine."

suddenly a weird aura came out of the clouds and stopped in front of me,it started to take a phase slowly,as i was watching,i was feeling sick of it,and myself,as it has finished,it was a phase of a military man who wears a green clothes and long black boots,he didn't have medallions,only one medallion that symbolizes a seagull,i always been wondering about it,it's funny that it's true,i still don't know everything about it.

The man who stands in front of me said:

???:"Why in the hell you called me? some crappy job to find some toy?"

the way he said it was like he's telling a joke rather than angry or Annoyed,i sighed,and i answered him:come on,one more tool and we are done.

he laughed,and he putted his hand in my shoulder lightly.

???:" we?"

I looked in his eyes with anger:yes,you are me,we can't stop in the midd_

???:"same shit another time,like usual,listen Eyen,I'm only doing this because what I'm gonna get after it is the dream of every man like me,you know."

I raised up my eyebrow and i tried not to laugh at him:"do you even know what you are? like...you are a military man,but you don't even have an inch of seriousness, and your soldiers are literally bunch of idiots roaming around."

???:"yeah,but i have principles,i never break them,unlike mister viewer who keeps doing chi_"

i yelled with anger filling my voice:"Enough!You in or out?"

he looked down and started gazing,and humming.

???:"hmmmmm....okay,as long we are going to aurum realm."

that was strange,why did he made this condition specifically,i said to him:but why?you better not be wasting time.

???:"haha,funny,you actually wasted time....IF YOU KNOW."

he never stops joking,it's like he's created to say all that shit all time,well,i can't blame,he was born like this,The Embodiment Of Fun,The General See.

He has a very cursed face,a white skin like candles, grey eyes and a short hair that covers his neck and ears,he smiles most of time,even in hard times,his face is cursed,because it's the viewer's face.

I had no choice but to do that thing,he's actually trying to play me to do what he does,random bullshit.

i raised my hand and i hand it down swiftly,a portal opened away from us,i looked at the general and i told him:You know what I will do if we didn't get any clue about the key, understood?

General see:"yeah yeah don't worry,i have my own ways."

he Moved his eyebrows very fast up and down with a stupid smile.

General See:"I'm the only person who can talk to time without being hated."

i nodded,but i couldn't hold laughing for longer:"yeah.....you played with concepts to make her time itself,how in the hell you are OK?!"

General See:"Because it's actually you who did it."

i didn't like where this coming,but a role must be played:"why it is me?"

General See:"if you weren't a loser!i wouldn't do it!you should have not weakened your Avatar that much!"

He was talking about an old game we played,maybe he's right,but i believe that the Harder the game the more entertaining,no?

well,ponit of views.

i walked to the portal i opened,and the general followed Behind me,i must do it as long i still can.

Enough of me,for the current time,in another place there things that are no less important than what i was doing,Somewhere in the stories,a place that it's nothing but darkness,thousands and thousands of monitors lighting the place,moving the view to the center,where someone was standing alone,watching in the monitors random events, news,cartoons,movies,animations,and many,someone who was wearing a long black coat, the hood Was made of black fur,black hair like coal,white skin like candles,he was staring down,closing his eyes,not making any move,the monitors noises didn't mean much,at least that's what it looked like.

in the middle of that darkness,crackings appeared followed with light,the light was getting brighter,until it turns into darkness once again,The one who was watching on the monitors opened his eyes a bit,he raised his head and looked straight to the person who was standing in front.

???:"JAM.....you are here..."

The one he called JAM answered:

JAM:"Yes....i have a request...."

he opened his eyes widely to the Person named JAM.

???:"what cou_"

JAM:"You do know what i want,you did know i was coming,you did know that this was going to happen,and yet,you act like things are going fine."

???:"I did know everything,almost....but it wasn't i who decided to ruin my own life,it wasn't i who created a time loop to torture myself,it wasn't i who is behind all this,I'm the one who takes all the blame to save what can be saved,if there's something to save in the first place...."

the place turned silent like a welcoming grave,the one named JAM didn't have anything to say after that.

???:"....look,to know your priorities,try not to listen to someone to tell what are your priorities."

JAM:"reminds me of taxes and vaccines,sometimes i wish i was doing what my father told me..."

???:"what did he tell you?"

JAM:"you know son? if you ever had a headache,don't take aspirins,just stay away from government,you'll not have more than just headache,you'll have more greater things.

???:"...humans...interesting....."

now we come to another place,for another event,someplace in some universe,Someplace in some earth,i hated saying this to be honest,inside a store where it seems to be selling All kinds of old technology and machines, especially rare ones,some guy who wears a hoodie covering half his face was leaving,he seemed like a weirdo or like one of those otakus,he walked out and looked behind him,he took a deep breath and yelled:

The Weirdo:"Stay The Hell Away from me you fucking freak! Can you not watch people doing their shit?"I ain't doing your job infinite!no more!"

that's weird,why did he say that,call it a proof that he's a weirdo as i mentioned,without focusing on hints he putted,ignore them because that's what i need from you.