Day-1 (4)

I felt my heart thump heavily, my forehead was soon drenched with dripping sweat—trickling down my unkempt short beard, that had grown, unruly; I wiped the sweat that dripped down into my brows from the hidden 'm'-shaped hairline, four fingers deep.

I forcibly calmed my mind.....

I was more anxious than afraid—if I stepped out of this space, I'd have to face a new start—.

Fuck, I'd rather be monotonous and lifeless!

Yeah, I want to change....

I don't like the one I was minutes before, but I am scared!

It wasn't that I didn't like my lifeless lifestyle, I was carefree without a damn concern or responsibility, why would I hate it?

I was just confused about my life which felt without purpose.

I want to change for the better, but I didn't know if it was worth it.....

What if things turn out for the worse though?

Yeah, ever thought of that?

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