feeling develop

Rosella : what if I become used to it. being surrounded by favorite people can make your break heart later.

Advin ; so you're saying I'm your favorite person. I didn't know that.... you Didn't show me about this feelings.

Rosella: can't you see with your eyes my actions about you. sorry if I making you feel uncomfortable but I'm really expressing my feelings about you. I don't really like that when you surrounded by many gold while having me on your side. you always ignore me.

Advin: I never feel this I have someone who cares for me and I am looking around. Sorry Rosella. if you really feel bad about me standing with her... but you can't trust your friend.He told you in a wrong way.. I haven't bad intentions about her. I don't know why I'm feeling bad inside... you taking me wrong I'm not kind of guy. I don't know we are just married love is not between us but you take me as a bad guy ... I feel bad about that.

Rosella: So you agree that you feel bad when I take you bad person.

Advin: yeah... I guess we are in...

Rosella: what...

Advin: nothing... take care of yourself.. hold my hand what you wanna eat .

(I guess she's right being attached to someone hard..)

Ken was sleeping and Yezi was awaking.. she was not sleeping it's again rainy day . he was sleeping peacefully. she sleep so close to him. then ken turn his face and gave her a tight hug. she pretend that she is sleeping. he knows that she afraid of thunders ... she feel relieved ( ken is really suitable for me my dad was right.. my heartbeat fast he is so much close to me and I feel his smell so good this close and the all things I feel relaxed in the arm of him . why not he is my husband)

Advin. ; did you enjoyed food . you were feeling bad inside ... eat this burger I really love this .. when I become sad .

Rosella: are you sad Advin ..

Advin ; no no it's okey just something not .

Rosella: I can feel your pain Advin. I heard you are so much in pain back.

Advin ; no you don't know

Rosella ; I already know that when it was our marriage. your dad don't like you but like your twin brother who is from another mother who died . your mother is scared from your dad.when you were little you are in trauma you didn't share your things with anyone .

Advin his eyes were filled with tears .. you know me that much thanks Rosella.

Advin : you know people always called me wrong they say I'm on wrong point . but I didn't take the place of my brother ... my mom was forced marriage with my dad and my dad abondard her with child ... that's why I don't want you to be like my mom ... she faced in past and I don't wanna be like my dad .

Rosella : eat this firstly then we would Talked about it tonight.

Advin: I have no appetite.

Rosella; open your mouth Advin here is the food flying ahh open I said .

Advin smile at her.. crazy he ate it bite .

Advin : so Go to the sleep . I have some work .

Rosella noticed him he was still thinking about something.

Rosella ; so we are friends now . just do what I say .. come with me room . work there not here . you have me you can sit with me not alone .

Advin ; I know but I feel good here . I used to sit here with Ken . time travel so fast he is married and busy ... it's raining this night.. there I hope they are alright.

Rosella : stop changing topic . come with me . She insisted him to come to room . he agreed. He come to with laptop using glasses with night dress .

rosella : just share with me Advin . what happened exactly in past that you become like that .

Advin ! Advin ! you did this to your brother.. this child is really meanfull... (flashbacks in his mind all the people taunting ) you're disgusting. you spoiled someone life . we are not brother.Advin will never be a good person.

He remembers all the things in his mind . he Become more upset . remembering past .

Rosella move to him and hug him .

Alright! you will be soon okey !

if you still hurting that's because you didn't share it.. when the things you takes to your own then it's hurts more