Dilemma

Lost after just reading one, how will he even manage himself again for reading the two's left. He has literally forbidden the whole interest to come and JUDGE what is left here controlling him. 'O lie, but his actual name is Olie Robinson, and he wrote it as LIE. WHO lied? Olie even proved himself by each and every inches. He didn't mean it. He ment HIM-SELF though. He wanted to be like Olie, but Olie didn't tell lies to me, Olie is my family I've known since.... whatever what he actually meant? The shit is eating me God!' Confused a bit, he wanted to tore off the letter into two pieces bit didn't, he needs to store each, he is somehow assured about his attempts thay he's finding him ASAP. He stands up on his legs and walks to the window, for having fresh air and letting all his confusions die with it. Plunges little, needed the air to fly all his confusions hovering up to his face.

Suspires by whom, when.