10th January

He still hasn't got fine answers when he asked all his confusions. Maybe having him was only a breath Jimmy got for another life. He made the confusions like a dune, maybe he isn't climbing. He already guessed the height. He can see it now. He can put as a showpiece on one of his desks. Still can't make sense how he got himself infront of him, the clues, the attempts how much worth! How much worthy he had been those days!

Maybe he loved him, he never felt it.