There were always those nights
where her mind went to war with her heart
the fight between what she knew, what she felt
and what she had to do
sometimes the hardest decisions
are made under the moon
r.h. sin
***
My own words haunt me as I reflect to them. Sometimes we say the most profound things without acknowledging the advice we give in consideration to ourselves.
A deserved punishment.
Everything has its consequences.
Everything comes with a price and every decent desire has a demon standing behind it.
I smile at Orion, masking my pain with my lips as he kisses them. Smile and laugh, trying to get away as fast as I can without making him notice anything.
Orion is observant in many ways.
But there are some things he is still ignorant to.
"I have training."
His arms wrap back around me, pulling me to land on the bed with him.
"One day, please."