And then there was me Carlie, the human side. I felt all that hurt, pain and embarrassment as well. But I was the one who had to face everyone knowing I was the stupid, rejected girl whose Alpha mate didn't think she was good enough. I had to face Adan every day, being taunted by him and seeing and feeling other girls hanging off him, kissing and touching him and him enjoying every minute of it. Yeah my wolf went through it, but she could choose to hide away, she could shut herself off and deal with it whilst I had to pretend everything was ok. I had to lie to my pack and my family; she didn't have to face any of that.