Will he really rape me

D next day I woke up with a swollen eye then suddenly d two ladies who were always drugging me helped me take my bathe then they took me to a room dat was at d end of d mansion.

It was when d devil or let me say Julia entered dat I knew wat was gonna happen.

Ohh see my Clyde.Do u want to know ur punishments, hmm kemi tell u one.I want to make u my sex doll u fit dat.

Then after using u,I will dump u to my slaves.

U will become their personal stripper.

Upon hearing all wat he said I didn't reply him,I just felt irritated, annoyed and scared.

As I was thinking I heard his cold voice telling me to strip.

Julia pls,I might av wronged u but pls don't take me lyk dis pls.

Clyde am not ur Julia,i av changed a lot and wat changed me is revenge, a blood thirsty one.All those tym,I pretended to love u,u were just my pond and u re still my pond. So strip.

I felt ashamed but I decided to keep my dignity and honour.

When Julia saw I was disobedient, he called d same ladies to strip me naked.

I tried to fight but wat I received in return was a hot slap from one of d ladies.She laughed sarcastically and called me a whore.

After stripping me I felt ashamed in front of Julia,so I decided to defend myself.

Luckily, I found a knife used to cut d fruits. 

U this devil if u dare to touch me,I will make sure I kill u.

Clyde put d knife down or else u would not see d sunlight again.

I got scared but I still held d knife, then suddenly he was moving towards me.

I became scared cos I knew I couldn't stab him but I had to.

Move back Julia or else I stab u.

He kept moving closer to me ignoring my warnings.

I kept moving backwards till d walls betrayed me.

Clyde put d knife down.

As Julia wanted to touch me, I stabbed him on his stomach in defense. I couldn't be raped and silenced just lyk dat. 

After stabbing him I decided to slit my wrists.I had to do dat,even if I die I don't care.

I slit my wrists then I fell dizzy and I passed out.