Dreamland of Emotions

"When The Seed attacks me

I feel unhappy

I have no control over my life,

The wretch's "kingdom come" rains on its drive."

The episode stops,

Everything's glee,

Happiness is a temporary dream.

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I'm living a grandeur life,

When something bad happens, the myth dies,

Emotions are nothing but a lie. 

Joy is a short-lived feed that demons and illnesses eat,

Glee becomes a drug that I smoke constantly.

"When you punish your needs,

You starve and bleed."

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The unconsciousness seeps through your dark creativity,

What a wasteland that repeats pitifully. 

"The ego lies and deceives,

I must pretend that all is serene."

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"Pride enters the room as it possesses your vision,

What else shall fuel your fruition?" 

The jolly feeling is a substitution,

A previsionary that guards self-delusions.

Read and you'll awaken the truth,

Your ego reflects the perfection that you seek,

Now, here come the banshees!

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Nothing can shatter me,

Mother fuels her little, dreamland reality!

She surrenders like the majority.

The dreamland of emotions does not puzzle me,

Yet, it frazzles me,

Gladness becomes the demon that Dahlia needs,

The sepals fall weakly.

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I will not emote any means,

The audience jerked off when I screamed,

Dahlia consumed my subconscious needs 

Happiness became my enemy.

Now, the room is still,

How shall Dahlia swallow what she cannot kill?

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The ego ignores such reflections 

That any attack should be a personal session.

"I must fix what will change my esteem,

The battle leaves itself fragile and lonely."

Woefulness shines the light,

And opens my eyes,

This little, dreamland reality will repeat

Unless I destroy the entity.